25th Aug 2003
My bdae coming soon ler..! Lolx.. Although is about hmm.. 2 months plus later..? Hehe.. *siGhx* Lately, things hasnt been going well for mi and lionz.. I dunno y oso.. He tell mi that he still loves mi.. But why has his attitude changed..? And, it changed very fast.. I ask Bear wad happen to him actualli.. He also tell mi nothing lehx.. I dunno lo.. I dunno whether I should believe the 2 of them or not.. On Saturday, I break with him again.. Of coz, we patch back again.. But.. Somehow, I felt that things could never be the same again.. I do love him.. I realli do.. But, I dunno wad I can do now.. It's like I alreadi try my very best to keep my cool.. I try very hard to tahan him ler.. He very unhappi wid mi lately.. But, I still act as per normal.. I let him scold for all he like.. But I know I will sae break again if this continues.. That Sat, after I tell him I want to break, I regret.. Den I tried to call him.. He no ans mi fone call.. On Sun, I thought of going his house downstairs to find him de.. Den mEL cor mi.. Ask mi go Geylang find him.. As he work in Geylang as kopiboi.. So I thought since if I going LioNz's house, why not go find mEL first.. Luckily, I go find mEL first.. Coz mEL help mi find out LioNz at where ma.. To assure that he at home.. Den later found out that LioNz at Bear's hse.. I was like.. WTF?! I come down all the way.. Den lidat.. *sObx* And den I cor Bear.. Den he put mi name as S.M ger ma.. So LioNz din noe hu I am.. So he talk to mi.. Ask mi hu I am.. Blah blah blah.. Den after that is Bear listen the fone de.. I dunno lo.. He sounds very happi at tht time.. But Bear sae is bcoz they playing wrestling.. That's y he sounds happi.. I hope bah.. All I know is.. He hasnt been his usual self ler.. *sObx* I realli wish we could be like last time..
- true love never run smooth.. -
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