Thursday, July 22, 2004

22nd July 2004
11:01PM

todae's ish my mei's bdae.. no $$.. so nv buy her ani prezzie.. wad a lousy sis huhs?? *sighs* ytd was my off day.. had a sucky day.. din realli enjoy it.. i thought it would b beautiful.. but it turn out sux.. went Far East Plaza and walk ard.. din walk much oso.. c0s i was very tired.. woke up very early ytd.. so i asked to ahead to Beach Rd.. c0s d4r wanna buy army-like pants.. dere sell cheaper.. so we faster go over.. and faster go hm.. we was always quarrelling ytd.. c0s im too tired.. *sighs* den we ate glutinous balls.. *yummy*!! but d4r hates almond.. c0s i asked for almond soup.. hahas.. den we had choco ice-kacang.. cool huhs?? after tat, went home and watch I-ROBOT.. it r0x to e max man!! *aWww..* den we go Grandlink play awhile of pool.. den go Whampoa eat Prawn Hokkien Mee.. had a hard time finding ya..?? but, it din realli taste tat great.. l0ls.. c0s it was commented by ppl tat it taste nice..
im very very very very plus super duper sad now ya?? *s0bs* cant believe my d4r did tis to mi.. i will remember tis.. forever.. fuck him man.. irritating fuking guy.. *arghs* we went and had breakfast todae b4 i go wrk.. den i sorta sit on e place tat he "booked" he said.. "its obvious tat i put my helmet dere.. so i had alreadi booked it.." i was like.. wtf?! hello?! i am ur gf.. and u mind tis sorta stupid little things.. he got so upset wid mi.. tat he sae smth like.. u say somemore and i'll spill e soup on u.. i was very very hurt.. of coz, im angry.. i dun c ani wrong in being attitude wid him?? we din talked.. for e whole journey.. even if he left mi for wrk.. i thought he would come fetch mi after wrk.. but he din.. till now, he havent called.. i am realli very sad.. i did well in work todae.. make $60 commission.. i was sooo happy.. i wanted to tell him how happy i am.. i want to share wid him.. but he was not there.. he was not e first one to know it.. i called him a couple of times.. but his hp was off.. sms him.. and he din reply.. i tink he's now in m'sia.. wid his bunch of fucking frens.. why e hell he could enjoy so happily when we were in e midst of breaking up?? i dun understand tis.. i tink he dun treasure mi at all.. he dun even treasure e moments tat we had together.. he cried for jasmine umpteen times.. even b4 dey broke up.. but towards mi.. not once.. he claimed tat its bcos i had nv done smth which hurt him so much.. kinda true.. c0s ive never betray or make him worry for mi.. ive been a good and true girlfriend all along.. onli thing is, im too attitude.. i think his feelings for mi had changed.. i confirm.. not think.. he seems to be living like hell all these while.. juz feel so bad now.. wanted to tell him how happy i am.. wanted him to b by my side so badly.. he had to go back station tomolo.. and i wonders y he could b so heartless not to meet mi todae.. i tink he dun realli nids mi by his side.. oh well.. aniwae, met Carrot todae at my shop's outside.. hahas.. den i call him.. and he actualli recognize mi!! hahas.. so coincidence huhs.. he was so surprise to c mi too.. i mean.. who wouldnt?? a young girl.. wrking in Sim Lim Square.. l0ls..

- love always has bitter moments.. not all are sweet..=( -

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