5th August 2004
1:25am
juz read ahger's blog.. and had the biggest surprise i ever had.. but aniwae, im happy for DMM!! and pls pls let mi b ur daughter's godmum!! hahas.. felt so happy for her.. i had always wanted to form a family moiself.. well.. yaya.. i am naive or wadsoever.. but juz felt tat having a happy family is e sweetest thing 1 could hab.. juz watch finish Ella Enchanted it's amazing.. its like those fairytales.. ive always love fairytales and happy endings.. i dislike films which hab unhappy ones.. LOL.. Ella Enchanted talks abt king, queen, elves things lidat.. Aniwae.. moi mood isnt tat good now.. Kinda feel sad ya.. d4r was doing his project all along.. until he felt kinda stress wid it.. he sae he wanna time off.. so instead of coming to pei mi watch vcd.. he choose to play Diablo2.. wad kinda bf is he..?? suddenly felt tat life is so meaningless.. hope i could juz die and run away from everything.. i juz felt tired of living in tis stupid world.. which is always in a cycle.. i realli hate wrking!! mum says ive never suffered before in moi whole life.. and i dunno wad is bitter.. so wad? im nt interested in tis life aniwae.. i dunno wad am i good for.. felt so terrible now.. dunno y.. juz feel like crying.. and crying and crying.. d4r is currently sleeping like a log now.. dun feel the sparks between mi n him animore.. e sparks was no longer dere long ago aniwae.. somehow wad lies between us is commitment.. i dunno.. felt so confuse and moody..
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