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i stand onto e weighing machine.. seems like its adding 1kg or 2kg to e reading.. *SADZ*!! hais.. suan ler bahs.. e more i wanna diet.. e more i get fatter.. its always lidat larx.. dearie gt e same fone as mi finally.. thx to ting`er jiemei..=) planned to go devilsbar todae.. but den lawrence sae tonite nt going.. tml.. den he tell mi tml ard 3pm den go in.. i was like.. HUH?! sia0z.. nt joining them lerx.. going to RUSH tml.. MAYBE l0rhs.. sibei sian lehs.. so long nv go chiong lerx.. i wanna quit my job real soon!! im juz sick n tired of it!! but realli good pay.. tell mi wad shld i choose?? give mi some real advice PLEASE!! i seriously need help.. my situation is like tis..
my pay range abt 2k - 2.5k.. when its good, i get 3k+ sometimes as well.. these are b4 CPF cut lars.. its realli good pay wid e fact tat i DUN HAB any qualifications.. but im realli UNHAPPY wid my job!! im juz sick n tired of long hrs.. my colleagues are very very good!! i get along wid them VERY VERY WELL!! hab no probs getting alone wid them.. but e main thing is, im nt being able to enjoy my life.. im still young.. i wanna enjoy while i still can.. i wanna try different jobs while i still can.. BUT!! i nid to gib my mum $500/mth.. my hope of opening a shop at BUGIS will be dashed if i were to quit my job NOW!! moreover, im a spendthrift!! a pay of normal sales assistant or data-entry ger cannot satisfy mi hunger anymore.. i yearn for flashy things.. many many thing.. *sighs* I AM SO SAD!! tell me wad shld i do?! i wan e best of both worlds!! i wanna hab more time to enjoy and more money oso.. *SUCKS*!!
hais.. i realli regret.. regret of nt getting into ITE in e first place.. if i did, i will go into poly nxt yr or so.. n continue my studies.. able to choose betta jobs.. wid betta benefits.. now, im STUCK!! *arghs*
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