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the relationship is going from bad to worst.. i dunno how long its g0nna last.. im afraid not long.. i dislike his mum.. i dislike e way he do things.. i dislike everything abt him.. and i dunno y.. isit bcoz i dun love him anymore?? tat's y i keep finding small little faults on him?? i feel terrible.. i dun feel happy at all wid him.. y is tat so?? im angry wid him now.. yet again..-,- his bdae's round e corner.. now, e whole family is helping him doing his stupid chicken wings.. here i am blogging.. i dun give a damn abt how they look at mi.. i juz feel damn irritated.. dun feel like doing anything at all.. there's so many things im angry wid him now.. and he wouldnt heed my advice.. fine, go ahead..
1st, buy 6 pkts of chicken wings TODAE when his bdae is on FRIDAY.. hello?? den not fresh lia0x l0rhs.. nt scare by den spoil mehs.. i dunno lars.. i juz feel *yuck* lars.. put e food in e freezer for so long!! er xin l0rhs..
2nd, buy chicken breast meat.. he sae he wanna bbq chicken breast meat.. im toking abt those 1 whole slice 1 l0rhs.. c0s he sae chicken wings very hard to cook.. in e meantime can eat chicken breast meat..-,-
3rd, using chili sauce n curry sauce powder.. yes, u heard mi.. POWDER.. put wid water.. and MARINATE e chicken wings.. how stupid can THEY get??
i dunno lars.. im so irritated wid him lars.. he do things w/o asking mi.. he's always lidat.. and i hate it l0rhs.. mayb i oso CB lars.. alittle bit oso canot.. but i realli dunno y.. my temper realli very very bad these few days.. mayb nt enuff slp.. i very sad.. very very sad.. i wanna break down.. i realli hope i can b alone for a few days.. i feel tat i cant communicate wid him animore.. we've drifted apart.. he came in earlier on, ask mi to help him marinate e chicken wings using oyster sauce etc.. c0z i ask him to.. i tell him.. forget it, use wadeva method ur mum or tenant tell u.. no nid to use my method.. den he kip asking mi to help.. den i tell him tis.. "dun nid marinate wid oyster.. dun trouble mi.. i dun wanna do all this shit" i noe im being damn farked up here.. but i realli very dulanz.. i noe ive hurt him deeply.. making him very disappointed n angry wid mi.. but i juz blurted out.. now, there's a hatred in my heart.. i feel so suffocated.. HELP ME PLEASE!!
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