12:40am
oh g0d.. im juz an emotional freak.. sheesh.. *s0bx* my bf he was in a case of suicide.. a ger jumped down frm 11th storey.. was still nt dead when dey found her.. he told mi this after wad happen.. he sae he was sad for her.. was worried for her.. wonder how is she.. c0s she jumped bc0s of LOVE.. *sighs* den.. ytd or so, i saw kegen leave a bulletin msg tat saes,
"To a dear friend who has so sadly departed our
world on Saturday. It was so unexpected, I'm sure
I can safely speak for almost everyone that the
news that you took your own life hit us like a ton
of bricks. It seemed so unreal, so unnatural for
you to do that. I've always seen your smiling,
never seen a frown or a sad look on your face..
I can't understand why you did that, and I guess I
never will. What's done is done, I only wish and
pray that you're in a better place now. I hope
you're up above, watching over those who love and
care for you, those who have shed a million tears
for you, those whose hearts have been sunk and
torn apart. I hope you'll give them strength to
carry on. Courage to carry on.
So for now my friend, my thoughts and prayers with
you up above. I'll miss your hugs and pinches."
i read lia0s, i had a feeling tat its the ger my bf told mi abt.. so i tried to contact kegen.. and yupz.. i got it correct.. so qiao.. came to noe abt her blog.. read abt it.. i dun understand though.. c0s her eng damn chim.. kekes.. she realli writes beautifully.. went to her fren's blog.. c wad dey write abt her oso.. it was DAMN SAD!! i am realli sad n0rs.. i feel so sorry for her.. WHY??? WHY kill urself bc0s of a guy?? its so silly to do tat can?? hais.. life is so fragile.. can take a look at her blog.. http://sherryadensii.blogspot.com im realli so sad larx.. *s0bx* wanted to go her funneral 1.. but den its over.. hais.. i noe i dunno her.. she jitao is a STRANGER to mi.. but.. aiy0z.. *sadz*
NOTE: to all my friends.. or anyone looking at my blog now.. PLEASE!! PLEASE!! nv ever take ur life.. life is damn precious oritex.. i've tried to have thoughts on killing myself.. but i reason myself.. i might be very sad now.. but ive always believe in myself tat one day, i will be back as e happy siao lang ger.. tat is how i pull through.. mayb bcos im not till e extreme bahs.. tat's y i can reason myself.. but if u r to e extreme lerx.. please, cor up ur frens.. tell them u wanna kill urself.. tok to them.. im sure it do helps.. *sadz*
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