Monday, August 22, 2005

1:39am

play back maplesea lia0s.. still e same.. hitting monsters lars.. n lvling.. hahas.. lame.. todae went to MARINA SOUTH eat steamboat again.. *yummy* but din eat till bery full lehs.. dunno y.. after tat, went over to yf's hse.. to pass her the shorts tat i bought for her n ask her to help mi "model" hehes.. i din realise i din eat anithing till 6pm+ until dear's mama ask us eat already?? LOL!! mi feeling kinda sleepy lers.. hehes.. dear's doing our website now.. hope he finish faster.. feeling so stupid showing ppl the blogger for JAM.. hahas.. hope our online biz is a success ya?? i wun give up de!! kekes..

hey ger, im so sry to sae those words to u juz nw at ur hse.. u r attitude these few days.. but nonetheless, i LOVE u!! hehes.. so dun worry lars.. aniwae, dun tink so much.. in a relationship, u gotta forgive n forget.. i recently read my friend's profile on friendster.. she said.. she can forgive but it takes time to forget.. but nvm.. i believe he can wait for u to forget.. so take ur time..=) rem, u sae urself 1.. bu zhai hu tian chang di jiu zhi zai hu cheng jing yong you!! i'll b dere for u!!

i realise in a stable relationship.. u'll definitely go thru ups n downs.. both of u will get hurt by one another.. and when things happen, its only up to u if u wanna endure the hurt and go one wif ur partner.. if u cant, den its time to sae byebye.. only after u got hurt n move on.. den u realise ur love for each other holds stronger den before.. i dunno.. tat's wad i tink.. im happy wif my current bf.. ive gone thru lotsa things wif him.. we gone thru poverty?? hahahahahahahahahahas.. POVERTY!! issit too harsh a word?? LOL!! yea.. aniwae, there's time we hab to rely on instant noodles for most of da meals.. there's time we cant go out c0z we no money.. and there's oso time when we could spend on wadeva we want or go wherever we want.. he oso accompany mi thru my darkest moments.. we hold on to each other when things happen.. but of coz, there's time we quarrel too.. infact, we quarrel everytime.. hahas.. but tat's to add colors to our relationship..=) he always give mi what i want.. and he always hope to give me a better life.. there's a few times i mention i wanted some expensive stuffs.. he sae he's afraid he cant provide mi a better life nxt time.. but i tell him.. its ok.. i just want it but i dun expect him to provide mi those stuffs.. if i want, i will get it myself.. i wun want him to get mi those stuffs..

i love him lotsa.. we always tok abt marriage.. we hope to get married wif each other.. but not so soon.. we haf e same goal and we want to complete our goal together.. he's my pillar.. and i thank god for giving mi him..=)

*aWww.. i noe i sounds alittle mushy here.. but pardon mi.. hehes.. i juz feel like pen-ning tis down.. c0z i hab e sudden urge to thank my bf.. hehes..

- u are my one and only dearest boi! -

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