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super stress now.. i dunno wad im stressing these few days.. crazy me.. lack of slp bu ke neng.. c0z im practically a pig now.. eat, sleep, play.. hahas.. todae, i so stress l0rhs.. den i snap at dear.. partly maybe bc0z i PMS lars.. *sadz* so sorry.. i have alot of ideas now but i canot put to use.. c0z im bad at drawing!! hahas.. i need to setup a website.. but ive practically no idea how to start it.. hais.. i was so angry with myself man.. hais.. den dear keep telling me wait for him to come back.. den he can share my burden.. ask me dun stress by myself.. but bery hard lehs.. i at home do nothing.. den i wanna do a simple website also cannot.. pictures i want to go and find.. but i have no leads at all how to find.. *shit* sibei stress l0rhs.. den go thailand, my hotel still haber book yet.. wth?? everywhere in bangkok is fully booked.. shiet!!
read mel's wife blog.. came to know what happen and is very angry + disappointed with mel.. i guess he forgot the lesson that he learnt from his first ex.. i swear im gonna talk him into sense.. i noe i being very KPO here.. but i dun wan him to yi cuo zai cuo.. how can he do something lidat when he already has a wife?? and even deny everything like its not his fault?? just like my bf over here.. *sucks* its very obvious they are cheating behind your back.. but they deny everything and even pinpoint back to you saying that you are at fault at the same time.. wtf?? i hate this kinda guy.. they take you for granted.. hais.. love is so complicated lars.. mayb wad dear sae is quite true.. there's no such thing as everlasting love.. what that keeps a marriage going on is bc0s they are used to each other already.. i think its quite true l0rhs.. some of my friends are going divorcee.. while some are being a single parent.. for the ladies.. life will be very very hard and torturing for them.. for the men.. does it matter actually?? it doesnt affect the guy at all!! i finally realise why my mum always sae "nu hai zi yong yuan dou shi chi kui" (gers will always stand to lose out).. hais.. so many things happen lars.. i hope "you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu" l0rhs.. dun wanna see so many heart-breaking couples around.. *sighs* im beginning to lose confident in love..
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