1:33am
im feeling sleepy now.. but im very worried for him.. or rather, im worried for our relationship.. i haf a feeling that he has someone outside.. *sighs* im already xin hui yi leng lers.. i feel so gek sim lars.. i called him a couple times.. den he nv pick up the fone.. i sms him he nv reply.. den after a few min, i call back, he off his hp.. suan lers.. if he really has someone he like outside, den suan lers bahs.. family hai shi zui hao.. these 2 days.. was at "SHEN TAN" (xin dua in hokkien).. u noe there's sometime.. below HDB.. got people put god statue.. den got tent like pasar malam 1.. den can let ppl pray 1?? my family is very devoted to taoism.. was helping out these few days.. talk alot wif my aunt.. she tell mi alot of things.. make mi realise alot of things.. i noe wad she sae is correct.. but curbing my temper is really hard for mi to do.. i want to.. but its really hard.. *sighs* had BBQ for the 2 consecutive days..-,- FAT lers!! LOL!! todae's jingying's bdae.. or rather, its ytd.. past 12 lia0s.. l0ls.. HAPPY BELATED JINGYING!! din buy her anithing.. c0z im realli BROKE!! *sighs* ive alot of things to type.. alot of things to tell.. and i wanted so much for someone to be there for mi.. someone there for mi to cry on.. but i cant find anyone.. i think i really rely on him too much.. even if one day we are not together anymore, i thank him for all the memories that he gave mi..>.<
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