Jacq's

1:50pm

firstly, i would like to wish IRENE a BIG! BIG! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
ok.. did the "sex life" quiz which ahger recommend.. and i swear i wanna kill her lars..>.<

going to work liaos.. start wrk at 3pm today.. weird shift rites? hais.. i still like 10am - 5pm.. even though today only work from 3pm - 9pm.. 6hrs nia.. but maybe drag longer if haf alot of paperwork to do.. and work till so late.. d4r todae got work.. cannot come fetch me.. which makes me a little scared.. cos the workplace that i worked at.. quite ulu.. its inside terrace house de.. but luckily quite near the bus-stop also.. hahas.. *contradicting*

ytd i mention that we're having dinner with his mum at SAKURA rites.. i thought its a japanese restaurant.. but turn out im downright wrong! its actually a halal chinese thai seafood restaurant.. complicated? hahas.. anyway.. there's nothing to rave about the food there.. i do like their sambal kangkong though.. we had chili crabs, butter prawns and hot&sour soup.. which also looks like sharkfin's soup added w chili oil.. lols.. aniwae, not bad lar.. wun go there again though.. hehes.. den after dinner.. we shop ard COMPASS POINT w his mum, bf n bf's mum.. den my dad call mi.. was surprised.. u see, ive nv in gd terms w my dad.. i used to hate him so much.. that whenever we talked.. we're quarrelling.. but he suddenly called.. and he ask mi to visit him at my ahma's house? he din say it.. he hinted me.. he say he's leaving on thurs.. he din inform anyone except me! i wonder why.. going down tml.. cos off-day..=) like finally lar! hahas..

had a good talk w d4r.. i hope things turns better.. if not, i don't know what's going next.. *sighs* i love u dear.. i hope u'll always be mine.. cos if u leave me.. im better off dead..>.<

i love my families alot even though sometimes im rude to them or what.. but u know.. im lidat.. and im glad that they stay w me no matter what happen..

my mum - she's the most strongest woman i've ever seen.. she might not be a good mother.. not that she's no good.. she's really lousy at communicating w others.. and im just like her lars unfortunately.. hahas.. and she's goddamn stubborn!! *omgz* y do i get all these traits from her and not her beauty?! hahas.. she's really a great mum.. she can starve herself in order to provide us food and clothings.. when she's not working.. she always clean the house so well.. and we have no needs to worry about house chores.. me, have nv ever clean the bowls n plates in my house.. not even a CUP! hahas.. im really spoilt.. but since staying at d4r's house.. ive to do even his share..-,- hahas.. but i dun mind lar.. i nid to grow up anyway..=)

my young sis (haoyun) - she's a really sensible child.. she thought of the family all the time.. take good care of our brothers.. she even cried when she saw our younger brothers got caning from my mum.. don't see she so fierce outside.. but she's a really soft-hearted girl.. sometimes, i really admire her for the love she gave into this family.. she's so opposite like me.. im a very selfish person.. young time, when i see she got something, i make sure i wanna haf too.. and when i don't want my toys or what.. and my mum say can give my sis play.. i would rather throw away.. hahas.. i thought of it.. i felt so stupid when im young.. hehes.. that's e past lar.. i love to share now k! hehes..

my elder sis (chaimei) - she's the oldest in the family.. she really sacrifice alot.. i really admire her.. how can she earn 1k a month.. but at the same time.. get so many stuffs for our siblings, pay utilities bill, pay her own insurance as well as get something nice for herself at the same time? bcos im twice her pay but i cant do all these.. and in fact, i spend all my salary within 2wks.. *shit*

my 4th younger bro (rongjie aka ahboi) - he's one asshole lar.. hahas.. good don't want to learn, learn my temper.. knn.. so cb.. so "geh" he quarrel w u u cfm lose 1.. cos he nv say die! like energiser adver lorhs.. hahas.. 1 fierce kar.. always get into fighting..>.< he's a very emotional guy.. i know.. he always kept things to himself.. have no one to talk to.. he's really very mature.. at the tender age of 12.. he know alot of things liaos.. he always like to cook for us.. ended up we go hospital.. lols..

my 5th younger bro (jiahui aka ahhui) - i think he's the most ke lian of us all lers.. hais.. i feel that we really own him too much.. since young, he has to gone thru so many things.. he rarely stay w us.. cos our parents are busy working.. and he had to stay over at my aunt's house.. he always do stupid things to get our attention.. he's really a very nice bro.. cos whenever we ask him to do things.. he cfm will do no matter how tired he is..

hahas.. that's what kinda monsters i have in my house! hehes.. i love them to bits.. i want to let them know that they are the best no matter what! i feel bless living in this family of ours..=)

- family are still e best -