10:39am
super shuang now! alone in the shop! hehes.. finally!! woohoo~ hahas.. but idiot.. early morning got ppl liaos..=( anyway, still shuang! can surf net.. hehes.. ytd also alone in shop.. hehes.. cos my 2 colleagues take turn off-day.. cos they nv take off for 2 wks lers! cos they still scare i canot cope mahs.. nothing much these few days also.. sians.. ytd go alvin hse at midnite.. den ard 1+am den go back hm.. den bring dogs down.. by the time we get to slp, already 2am+ i am super tired now lorhs..=( bought some stuffs in torrid.. FARK! spend again.. but canot dun buy lehs.. VERY LUGI! 50% off lehs!! tmd.. aniwae, planning my saving plan lers.. but dear seems alittle wet blanket.. *sighs* i dunno wad's wrong with him man! he's super irritating.. im getting so sick n tired of everything.. am i being the sensitive one really? would u not want ur bf to tell u where he goes? ok.. maybe im the unreasonable one.. but ive told him sOoo many times..!! last time also not like that.. hais.. he really bian lers.. these few days i dunno tok 2 him how many times.. but still i cant help but feel that he's no longer the guy i know lers.. im trying damn hard to salvage.. that's y i keep toking n toking to him.. tell him NICELY wad's wrong.. i really tok very NICELY.. but he still takes things for granted.. at the beginning of the r/s.. i SUPER TRUST him.. trust me when i say i do trust him.. 100%.. wadeva he says i believe.. no qualms.. but he keep betraying me time n again.. and ive forgive him time n again.. it makes mi so sick of this r/s.. wanting to give this up once n for all.. its so tiring.. but i cant bear to.. 2yrs is not short nor issit too long.. we went thru so many stuffs together.. so many memories.. hais.. i dunno what to do anymore.. sometimes i really get so mad at him that i wanna KILL him! sometimes i love him so much that i wanna HUG him so tight! but usually is wanna KILL him lehs.. *sighs* sian lars.. life is so stupid!
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