1:10am
ok.. had a very FULL dinner-cum-supper.. went to jalan kayu.. i had kampung fried rice.. n dear had sambal fish rice.. its not the usual roti prata jalan kayu stall.. abit further de.. nice~ its actually intro by zhichao.. dear's army fren.. damn nice lorhs!! the sambal fish~ *w0otz* so crispy!! hehes.. after tat, we went yishun dam.. the old racing course for most of e "racers" but now no more lers.. cos alot of humps is added along e road.. its a nice place.. dear has always wanted to bring mi dere.. todae finally~ we talked alot.. and i really mean ALOT.. i hope wad i say, he really understand.. and of cos, i feel so much better after saying what i have to say.. i also feel we're much closer these few days.. im glad of cos.. but im still feeling scared.. i feel so insecure.. its not tat there's another third party or wad.. its juz me.. hais.. i dun wan another lionel.. i dun nid.. i dun wish to feel tat kinda feeling again..=( i also realise.. he is my best listener as well as my bf.. i dun wish to lose him.. bcos if i ever lose him.. im losing two most important person in my life.. i love to tok 2 him.. tell him how i feel.. tell him wad im thinking.. bcos he really listen.. he's really there for mi.. unlike friends.. i dun really feel ive got any friends after ytd.. i starting to feel worried.. i wonder if he really left mi.. how can i ever stand up again w/o any friends by my side? anyway, ytd really haf to thank roland.. he's damn good lar.. realli wo de hao buddy! he's good at making mi luff man! hahas.. i love him!! *muacks*! hahas.. i noe he's not looking at my blog~ tat's y i dare to say lar.. LOL!! roland is another impt friend i haf.. hais.. miss those days man.. i damn miss e old roland.. not like he change or anithing.. its juz tat we're nt as close animore.. *sadz* but i feel tat we 2 quite you yuan lehs.. we lose contact for like 3 or 4 times? cos i lost my hp.. den i forgot his no. so nv tell him abt my new no. den alot of things lorhs.. den we lose contact.. nt tat purposely or wad lehs.. den the last time we lose contact.. its thru friendster den we get in touch de.. hahas.. so qiao man! but friendship is really nt like last time lers.. but still, whenever i had probs.. he will still be dere for mi.. thanks buddy! or sister lars.. hahas..!
watching "you hua jiu shuo".. they talking abt whether qualifications is impt or nt.. den they slowly talk abt creativity.. den talk abt starting a new biz.. really attract mi sia.. hahas.. wad they say are really true man..
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