Monday, October 17, 2005

2:33am

jialat.. still not feeling tired now!! and tomolo gotta wake up early.. cos going katong to look for dogs before going wrk!! if i can find a dog that suits dear's budget and the dog is to my liking, he's buying for me!! today, he did something that makes me realise that he's really trying hard in this relationship.. and all along.. im the ridiculous one.. not trying anything.. ytd nite, we went to take a stroll at his house downstairs.. cos nid to bring bonzor and blackie (his 2 dogs) down.. for them to pee n poo lars.. hahas.. den he ask me.. do u think we will ever get married? i sae nopes.. not at this kinda state.. i ask him.. can he change? treat me better? "zhong shi wo yi dian"? becos these few days.. i wrk till 12+am den reach hm.. he oso nv fucking gimme a call and ask mi where am i and how come i so late havent get hm and stuffs!! he shld at least call mahs.. its like.. he's not in e least concern abt me lorhs.. so i tell him that.. den today.. ard 11+pm.. he called me.. ask me where am i.. y i so late still haber got home.. can c he's really trying.. *sigh* i juz reflect myself man.. but i cannot control my temper lars.. he also say.. actually im too good for him.. i treat him too good.. juz that i got a fucking attitude and sibei bad-temper.. that he got sick of it liaos oso.. muahahas.. i will try.. try to ren.. muz change.. i think there's no another guy that can treat me that good than him.. *s0bx* really hope can last forever.. eventually get married!! cos don't wanna get hurt.. it sucks!

saw qiaohui on flowerpod forum!! so qiao!! and she's still w jianqiang.. *aWww.. they so loving la.. think they together since sec2? hahas.. 5yrs liaos? *envies*

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