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im feeling alittle hungry now..=x lucky dear's not around with me.. or i will ask him bring me go eat.. den i will become super fat! hahas.. today i only eat 1 meal.. proud of maself! cos ive been eating 2 meals these past few days..=( ma boi do cooks well! he cook black pepper fish.. *yummy*! and some oyster sauce.. hahas.. egg and crab meat.. simple meal it is.. but it taste *yummy*! talked to dear's mum n bf since 12am.. all da way till 3am! hahas.. we talk alot alot alot.. abt me and sam's career, studies and stuffs.. decided to study again for the sake of sam.. because he nids someone to motivate him.. and in order to do so, i gotta study to motivate him.. to set myself as an example.. im gonna retake O LEVEL'S! glad for me? hope so. sounds real boring to retake la..=( after O's, i wanna take SALES & MARKETING.. ive always interested in this course.. hehes.. im not some gentle xiao jie inside the office.. its juz not so me.. SO BORING! those business la, admin la.. boo-hoo! lols.. i hope he will work hard also.. for our future lors.. so that our kids don't suffer..=) tml muz have a good talk with him.. REMIND ME! i keep forgetting things lately.. btw, im thinking of changing job.. don't get me wrong.. i love this job totally.. love the ppl, the environment and everything.. but i realise im not suitable.. cos i super duper BLUR! n forgetful! BAH~! =( i always forget to give customer this customer that.. den when my colleague question me abt it, i forgot EVERYTHING! den she will be so pissed off.. i don't blame her for that.. its my fault.. hehes.. so bo bian lor.. lan lan let her scold.. but dun wan hai they 2 la.. they 2 innocent mahs.. like bringing more trouble for them lidat.. so maybe will quit this job soon.. provided things get better.. as in, my memory la.. will try jerry's method of putting reminders and writting it down.. will have a talk with my colleague tml too! =) i hope my life is changing for the better.. as least i like the person i am now.. not perfect.. but im changing.. hopefully, im correct abt the point that im changing for the better..
i finally clarify and write everything i feel about this friendship.. feel so much carefree.. not that i don't cherish this friendship.. i do.. ALOT.. becos we've been thru so much.. but i really feel the fakeness in u 2.. don't feel that u treat mi as a good friend.. ive always been frank.. if i don't like that person.. i won't go round the bush to shoot that person.. i will juz tell u, i don't like u.. i hate ppl who do that.. if u think i don't know u shoot me, u r wrong.. i know.. but sometimes, i juz keep quiet.. i don't know la.. maybe i don't fit in that group of friends or what.. however, i really do enjoy the times we all had.. and the company.. thanks!
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