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*arghs.. so sian! today dear working full shift.. cannot fetch me to work and im super lazy to take bus!! *gRrr..
im having telepathy wif ting! hahas.. i tell dear that im lemming for pineapple tarts lately! and he sae cannot.. pineapple bad for babies.. i got so sian lors! den ting online, tell me she bake some pineapple tarts for me!! *omgz omgz!! im really tempted to eat pineapple tarts lors.. however, to date.. i only think that the pineapple tarts that my mum makes is the best! =x but she nv make this yr.. my shen shen's making.. she take my mum's receipe! also hen nice! cos i love those buttery buttery tarts.. usually, i eat the tart dun eat the pineapple.. hahas! another thing is.. the spicy shrimp rolls! other place also nt nice! except my mum and shen shen do 1! hahas.. den love letter my ahma do 1 is the best! kekes.. i hope CNY faster come! den i can eat alot alot of pineapple tarts and shrimp rolls! hehes.. and also, i can get alot alot of hongbaos for the last yr! i super lugi liaos lors.. last yr get angbao.. i only take angbao for 19yrs nia..=( wahahahahas.. nxt yr haf to give angbao liaos.. *omgz.. speaking of CNY, i havent shop ard to get my own CNY clothes! but i think no nid liaos.. dear's mum bought me so many maternity clothes which can fit mi now.. hahas.. the pants are all elastic ones.. except the top bahs.. kekes.. all the top she buy all so big.. LOL! but there's 1 tube she bought for mi.. tink can be use for CNY.. and that time i also bought a halter mahs.. so left 1 more piece to buy!
hope my pay faster come! i wanna shop!! =( its been sOoo long since i shop n0rs! too busy these few days lar.. even if i off day, also muz go do wedding stuffs.. like tmr, i haf to visit the restaurant.. after the restaurant.. haf to go in JB again to look at the pictures.. c which 1 for them to edit blah blah blah.. im so excited to c my pictures! wahahahas.. but im really scared that i will be so disappointed abt it.. bcos i always think that when i do makeup, i look like a clown lidat..=( moreover, shooting tat time, they keep asking us to smile the fullest.. i hate to smile till all my teeth come out tat kinda.. but they super like.. so i very scare i will look not nice in it lors! =( tmr go in can go JB eat curly fries lers! wahahahas.. i keep eat eat eat and eat! =(
now, im thinking of which job i should take.. shld i take admin? or sales? i really dun mind sales if its not retail hrs lors.. DAMN! but sales is sOoo long!! im afraid of the pressure given by admin.. hais.. best is dun nid work! wahahahahas.. den poor dear gotta slog hard day n nite..=( im worried abt after delivery.. who's gonna take care of my baby.. me or his mum.. his mum offer to look after the baby.. and its more or less settle.. but now, im concern.. i want the baby to be close to me.. so i haf to take care den.. but if i take care of him, how am i going to work? *sighs.. so fan lors.. maybe i think too much.. they keep saying i might have "chan qian you yu zheng" depression or smth.. im scared lehs.. i cant help but think lors.. becos the time is nearing mahs.. every min and hrs, i think abt wedding and babies.. im so excited and happy at the same time.. hehes..
we got married.. not bcos of baby.. we got married bcos we know we truly can accept each other and we really love each other.. i know it bcos the way he reacted when he first came to know the news! it was not disappointment when the news came.. he was so excited that he ask the doc stupid questions! hahas.. and i know i really love him alot.. bcos no matter what he did.. be it cheating or what.. i can always forgive him.. we might divorce 5 or 10yrs down the road.. we don't know.. it doesnt matter if we are young that's y we got married den divorce.. there are some ppl 30+ get married.. also divorce mahs.. its not abt age lar.. we canot predict what will happen.. but now, i know we will not resent the baby when it comes out.. becos we both love the baby.. it is something that belong to us..=) i told dear ytd that i wanted a dog! he say, last time u want a dog bcos u want something that belong to us.. now we got baby liaos u shld concentrate.. u want to "yang" how many things? LOL! but i got so tempted by yingyan's dog! hehes.. aniwae, i hope me and dear can last long long.. bless me pls! =)
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