Wednesday, January 25, 2006

6:54pm

currently at work.. nothing to do lehs.. been losing my appetite these few days.. i really hope it comes back.. i wanna EAT!! lotsa ppl say ive thin down alot.. carmen commented that my face color very pale.. *sighs.. im worried OK! if im alone, i would be sOooo happy..!! bcos i can JIAN FEI!! but hell, NO!! now still gt another person inside my tummy.. and ive not been eating anything!! last few days.. wadeva i bought.. eat 1 spoon.. the whole packet leave for dear to eat.. so jialat lors.. i 1 whole day nv eat anything except apples.. its super jialat.. bcos i really feel super unwell as i keep feeling nausea every few mins! *sighs.. its killing mi lors!! *s0bx* doc saes its ok.. its very norm.. his mama also sae.. he sae after this month, i will eat alot liaos.. hais.. but still, IM SCARED! i scare baby nt enuff nutrients!! =( den i keep vomitting.. whole day no mood.. dear also sians.. he sae, "can u dun look so gloomy?" but i also dun wan mahs.. i really feel super er xin everyday.. that kinda feeling.. no one will understand de lors.. hais.. i wonder if this continues.. how am i going to continue to work? =( im not OK! im definitely not! *cries!! help me someone pls!!

- it SUCKS! -

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