Monday, March 06, 2006

3:20am

read finish someone's blog.. not someone i know lar.. but she's a friend of my friend.. met her once.. but i din really took notice of her until she "quarrelled" w my friend.. ting, u noe who ars.. aniwae, i felt really sorry for her.. i guess that's LOVE bahs..=( sometimes, i feel that its better not to be in love.. u can be very happy when u're in love.. but when u fall outta love, the world starts to crumble.. its so hard.. so hard to overcome.. u cry every night to bed.. *sighs.. when things doesnt go right, life's not gonna be good at all too.. hais.. i suddenly haf this fear in me.. me and dear has been in really good relationship these few months.. we've lotsa happy moments though we do quarrel here and there.. but still, we're happy.. ive never felt so loved before.. BUT i know this will end.. when? i don't know.. because every relationship, there's a rough stage at a particular time.. and when that day come, i don't know how i can handle.. because its gonna be sOoo sucky.. because its also been sOoo long since i had to handle these shit.. i juz had this phobia.. *sighs.. i always feel sad for couples that are breaking up lar..=(

went to dear's friend - ah bao's 21st birthday.. his house is big.. to me lar.. got buffet.. we went there for awhile and left.. was really tired man! damn shag.. nearly din go work today.. but tell myself im no longer a child.. haf to work to support liaos..=x

juz finish downloading those wedding songs.. that stupid irritating piggy of mine is sleeping and by right, i can slp liaos also! but last wk i think, he reformat his com and nv save those wedding songs that i already found.. so now, i gotta search all over again! WTH! there's so much things more to do tmr! =( im a busy woman for this week OK! wahahahas! pls book an appointment w my secretary if u nid to see me! *bleahs..=p

- drowsy! -

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