Sunday, March 26, 2006

4:33pm

my video for e wedding is ready.. but ive nt uploaded yet.. i watch already.. and i felt tat e videographer had did a great job! at first, i really quite pek cek wif him.. cos im so rush for time.. but he keep asking us to slow down let him take video..-,- den he din went over to my house to film e tea ceremony.. cos he claims time is running out.. if he doesnt go back and edit e video, den it canot come out by dinner.. so i thought he was damn unprofessional.. but no! i was really pleased wif his work! =)

after watching e video.. memories flashed back on tat day.. i know ive said it before.. but i really wanna say it again.. bcos right now, tis is really how i felt.. and i realise after watching e video, i love n treasure him even more.. during e wedding preparation, there were many times i wanna give up.. either to give up preparing this wedding and juz make it a simple one.. or give up tis marriage.. cos it seems like there were too many unhappiness in e family.. and i felt really stressed up.. cos not all had e same thinking as mi.. i always end up crying in e nite.. but he nv gave mi up even when i did.. he keep holding on.. and tell mi to plan it e way tat i want it.. he says he doesnt want mi to regret.. he want his wife to be happy tat's all.. ive been a really bad wife den.. *sighs.. i noe ive found e right man to spend my life with.. dun luff at mi.. im young but e feeling is so strong.. i know i can nv find another person who can tolerate me and love me as much as he.. i know i did not haf a very luxurious, very "expensive" wedding.. but, i feel tat its enuff already.. thanks..=) BUT at e same time.. im oso scared.. bcos im so happy now.. i felt like im e most happiest women in e world.. im afraid tat if one day, he were to betray mi, i were to fall harder.. *sighs.. i guess im thinking too much! hahas.. slap mi wake up lar..=(

ytd went back to jurong.. meet my mum and bro up at blk504 for dinner.. *omgz.. my mum order lotsa food!

- fish head steamboat
- cereal crabs
- hotplate beancurd
- sweet and sour pork ribs
- satay
- chicken wings

no one touch e crabs.. cos we were too full! imagine only 3 person eat up all lehs! mum din touch ani food lors! cos she eat liaos.. WTH!! but e food are real yummy! and its sOoo cheap! only $50+? nice nice! hehes.. den she still ask mi wanna eat durians or nt? *omgz.. but i tell her.. hMmz.. i better eat.. although i very full.. but its good for baby rite.. so for e baby's sake.. i shld eat! den bro and sam look at mi in awesome! wahahahas.. but nv eat in e end la! dear sae tmr den bring mi go eat lar.. hahas.. no la.. tink i siao mehs? its damn full after eating all those dish up man! LOL! e fish head steamboat de soup is real *yummy! hehes.. den go back home.. show them e video.. den zhao lang liaos.. today nv go wrk.. super sians man! i really canot stand sucha long hrs lar.. den i kip psycho dear dun go work! ask him stay at hm pei mi..=x lucky he not as kuku as mi.. he gt go work lar.. if he same kinda person as mi.. i dunno e family eat wad liaos.. LOL! but really miss him lots man! =(

anyone got job intro mahs? stay at hm bery sian! but only office job hors! hahas..

- my love for u will never die -

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