Saturday, April 15, 2006

10:41pm

saw junhao and hui cheng today outside e place where im wrking.. walk up to them.. it took junhao a few secs to recognize mi.. as usual la.. lotsa ppl says my looks change alot.. nt e way i wear or wad.. my looks lar.. but both of them din change at all.. one of e guy wrking at my wrkplace saes i look like a housewife.. which is indirectly says i look like an auntie lors.. *sadz.. cos i was wearing super ugly today.. stomach getting bigger and bigger lar.. no choice.. no nice nice clothes to wear.. hah..=x

what happen to me these few days? i don't seems to be happy.. i think too much.. im not ok.. i feel like giving up..=( mi craving for attention nw.. but i was not given any.. he doesnt understand me.. he doesnt even try to.. he thinks everything is very very OK.. but im nt.. im really not..=(

- have i failed being a wife? -

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