12:59pm
thank god i have such supportive mil..=) not to forget, my real understanding hubby.. both of them thru their actions, can c that they love both me and my family! *phew.. i can now fang xin liaos! =)
on thur, dear make mi damn irritated.. bcos of ciggs AGAIN! nono.. its not abt he smoking w/o mi knowing or anything.. but bcos he help his friend buy cigg.. den e fren canot pay him back.. nxt time den can pay.. so sam PURPOSELY dun wanna let mi noe.. we was playing SRO tat time lar.. den in e party mahs.. den he tell this guy fren on msn.. and instruct e guy not to let ME noe.. of coz i am offended lar.. i mean, its really a trivial matter.. im his wife lehs.. sucha small things u also scare tat i noe means i really petty and u dun really trust mi wad! im sad and hurt of coz lar.. so i gave him e cold shoulder till ytd nite.. he came hm late.. w a bag on his hand.. ya, to please me, he buy smth back for mi..-,- im not exactly ELATED or wad.. i felt abit insulted.. a tiny tweeny bit of insulted lar.. buy mi a bag and i will forget abt everything? im seriously nt tat kinda person.. but a bigger part of mi noe tat he's trying very hard to make our r/s better.. so he's trying to please mi.. so i din tell him off or wad la.. but i did tell him tat dun buy mi any gifts nxt time when i get angry.. i tell him my feelings la.. i guess he's abit disappointed lor.. but i dun wan him to make it as a habit.. i felt guilty after he came back wif e bag too.. maybe i really shld reflect on myself.. hais..
dunno wad to say.. dun feel like typing much.. ive alot alot of things more to say.. but i dunno how to continue.. aiy0z.. getting moody again.. hahas.. gotta stop it liao! =x i really do haf a very good life.. i have nice in-law.. i have a bery bery good hubby that loves mi alot.. but im not a nice person.. not with a gd character.. *sighs..
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