Tuesday, June 27, 2006

3:19am

i think BRODS is awesome today! especially the younger bro!! he's so shuai!! oh my!! i like these kinda guys with tat kinda charm.. hmm.. how to say lehs.. hahas.. very MAN lar..=x might not look very shuai to u.. but the way they carry themselves.. one word.. SHUAI!! i <3 him!! some might say i gt weird taste lar.. hahas..=x SOUL's dance steps makes mi go.. :o!! but hear them sing i want to slp.. LOL! i still prefer BRODS! hehes..=x

i slept at like 11+pm? den wake up at 2+am lors.. WTH!! =( im oh so dead now liaos.. *sighs..

feeling very xinku.. very restless.. stomach very bloated.. having terrible backache.. very bu shu fu!! i hate this kinda feeling!! *gRrr.. it brings down my mood lors.. lucky its nite time.. hahas..=x im very hot also! air-con already 18 degrees celsius!! but im still not satisfied!! WTH!! i dunno is i too fat tat's y i feel hot or the air-con canot make it lors..=( btw, jabez's kicking is getting more n more painful! =( not tat kinda pain tat will kill lar.. sometimes i will jump a little when he kicked! hahas..=x

i bery sian nw lors.. feel so meaningless w my life everyday.. i hope jabez's out soon so i can haf something to "play" with! LOL!

btw, is there any country that has snow.. but the air tix won't kill mi tat kind? hahas.. japan and korea very ex lehs.. but i really really wanna c snow! ive nv ever seen before..=(

maybe everything is my fault.. shld try and save lar.. but den again, im trying very very hard already.. yf and vq says i still spend alot.. hmm.. yes.. i still do spend.. but cant u all c tat im trying very hard here too? tell mi u wun buy a single thing for tat particular month! try it! i mean.. i already try very hard liaos.. and its very very xinku for mi.. but like no one understands? everyone just simply easily says becos i spend too much.. WTH! how to change someone overnite? teach mi and i will change!

- mei ren liao jie.. mei you ren.. -

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