Saturday, June 03, 2006

4:09am

im BORED! i seriously am! and i cldnt slp.. bcos i slept all da way till 6pm just now! WTH!! i feel terrible.. bcos i feel so lonely.. so meaningless in life becos i everyday NOTHING to do! i complain to dear abt this.. den he say, u stay at home SIAN.. work also SIAN.. wad u want to do? LOL! seriously, i dunno wad i wanna do.. i cant do e same thing for a very long period of time.. that's me.. bcos i got BORED very very easily.. *sighs.. it would be great if i have a stay at home job! hahas.. can stay at home type is e best liaos.. i like this kinda job.. but this kinda job where to find!! haf also everyone snatch liaos.. when will be my turn? -,- im dreaming lar k..=(

i typed a whole lot above.. but i couldnt post it.. cos i don't think its appropriate to tell it to everyone of u here.. bcos its my problem and there're ppl whom i doesnt want them to know.. i juz feel terrible.. VERY VERY frustrated about alot of things.. bcos i couldnt haf things MY way.. i used to have everything i want.. bcos ppl ard me dotes me alot.. they give in to mi.. but now, im married.. things are changing.. i have to be careful with my words, with wad i do.. i felt so goddamn restricted.. and of cos, i doesnt like it! *gRrr.. wth!! e reason im still going on is all bcos of HIM.. my AH LAO~ LOL! my dear lar.. w/o him.. i dunno how i can manage.. really haf to thank him being so goddamn supportive! i appreciate it really..*s0bx*

krissy tempt mi to go down expo again! she bought so many clothes there! i think i wanna go down there and re-search again to c wad i can buy.. hehes.. and i wanna go to e midnite GSS at wisma tmr! hehes.. for wisma 1 is purely window shopping lar.. im really BORED staying at home liaos lors.. wad's more tmr's a wkend.. dun wan to hear him tok lar.. he can tok non-stop!! the lesser we tok, the lesser i dislike him ok..=x

my siblings are back from thailand! and they got NOTHING for me! WTH!! i feel like killing them!! LOL!! they buy jabez clothes but not me!! how mei liang xin can they get u tell me!! *s0bx*!! den being instructed, they got dear his 5 bottles of wax.. hahas.. cos wax is selling real cheap at thailand lar.. hehes.. im so jealous of them lors! everyone's travelling overseas except me!! *aWww..=( i wanna go hongkong! but i think i will postpone and wait till jabez's like 5yrs old den bring him to disneyland.. cos by then he can rem wad happen when he's older.. hehes.. if not ars waste money bring him go.. lols.. for me and dear.. i wish we can go another trip of thailand! i do love thailand alot! best is yf and vq can go wif mi also lors.. hais.. been hoping tat we 3 can go holiday for a very long time liaos..=( nvm.. yf, we will wait till u grow up orites! =x

btw, im holding yet another spree.. on taiwan auction.. e famous maple syrup.. muz go c oh.. cos they sell lotsa nice nice accessories! earrings, necklaces, bracelets etc etc.. www.spree-sg.blogspot.com

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