10:23pm
22.07.06
first time took LRT! wah lau.. e feeling is like.. *scary! LOL! nv had a chance to take LRT.. until this day lar.. cos went checkup.. took MRT to Novena.. den change to LRT from Choa Chu Kang to Bukit Panjang.. wanna go ahma's house lar.. the LRT so shaky.. not as "zai" as MRT! muz hold onto e railing.. or i cant balance! =x den when we reach ahma's downstairs.. i called aunt.. telling her we going up.. they hide at the kitchen.. yunz step into e house first.. den they shocked her wif Angie the Choice - mint cake! *yummy! she sae she already gt a feeling.. *zzz* took a bus hm after tat! first time sia.. really broke already.. canot take cabby..>.< somemore we so heng lar.. come down nia gt bus liaos.. hehes.. so to save money.. kekes.. den yunz abit siao 1 lors.. in e middle of e nite wanna drink alcohol.. she go ransacked e whole house i tink.. found a bottle of martell.. ask mi mum can drink anot..-,- siao lang 1.. end up kenna kan lar.. LOL!
- today -
early morn go over ahma's house.. hmm.. im gonna make it a point to go over grandma's house during wkends lar..=) played dai dee for e whole day man! and i lose $15..>.< take it as "huo shi fei" (fire food fee in chinese!) wahahahas.. little wee aka sherly (william uncle's newborn dotter! call her little wee cos her dad call "ah wee") was feeling uncomfortable.. cos she keeps pushing her milk away.. and nv poo-poo.. den they bring her c doc.. end up bcos her stomach too many "feng".. they use e wrong way to "burp" her.. so today, i learn the correct way to "burp" a newborn! =) and.. saw e way she bath sherly.. oh dear.. i dunno how im gonna cope man! >.< *scared..
i was being told that if i continue to hate tat someone like this.. mi and dear's gonna be separate sooner or later.. A ask mi to forgive and forget.. forget all tat someone's past mistakes.. and accept tat someone if i really love dear.. A ask mi to be more broad-minded.. but hard lar.. i "yan bu xia zhe kou qi".. yes, im selfish.. very selfish.. and i really love myself more den anyone else.. i love myself too much to suffer for anyone.. my hatred for her is too deep.. NOTHING tat someone do can change my mind.. and im NEVER EVER gonna forgive her.. NEVER! cos i really really HATE HER!! *arghs..!!
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