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i think its really none of my business.. and i shldnt poke my nose ard it.. im NEUTRAL! anyhow, i feel that humans are really not simple.. *sighs.. it scares mi somehow.. i realise i cant trust anyone anymore.. wad ppl say might not be wad they really mean in their heart.. it might not be true.. they could be lying.. its scary.. i dunno who to trust anymore.. feel tat everyone's so fake.. looking at them lidat.. its saddening..
still in a dilemma.. dunno wad name for baby J.. lols.. e temporary name given by agnes mum.. lols.. i guess when baby J's out.. den we decide bahs.. its really a hard choice.. ive got NOTHING to do wif it.. its all dear's fault!! >.< outta nowhere he suggested a new name..-,-
im crazy abt bags.. reason? cos i cant buy any clohes nw! if i buy, im wasting money.. cos wear a few days nia canot wear fit liaos.. cos im gonna give birth soon! yes, im excited! STOP ASKING me tat qns! bcos I AM excited! who wldnt? =x *grins.. hahas..
i bought a new stretchmark cream recently from LOREAL.. recommended by adelynn.. and i tink bonzor loves e smell of it! lols.. cos when i get back to sengkang.. he keeps sniffing the part where i apply e stretchmark cream.. *dia0z.. i also love e smell! hehes.. and.. ive been really diligent! applying it everyday! day and nite! i tink i learnt my lesson liaos.. cos my stretchmarks are really disgusting.. i do hope there's some improvements after a few mths..>.< cos its really bad.. w those stretchmarks.. even if i EVER slim down, dear still gotta switch off e lights.. LOL!
will i be a good mama? u noe its really amazing tat im gonna be a mama soon.. its like, a KID(me) looking after ANOTHER KID(baby J).. LOL! im still not prepared that looking after a baby is not easy.. bcos rite now, i still think that looking after a baby is a ok-job.. but my aunt keeps reminding mi it's not! i wonder how scary it could be.. *scared..
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