5:53pm
i think my weight increases when:
- i have too much time on hand
- i have too many snacks at home
hais.. im a goner liaos.. coming wed doc c mi cfm gimme tat kinda face again..=( and, i realise something bad abt me.. i dun like to finish my meal at one go.. i bought veg rice back this afternoon.. only 5pm+ den i finish it all.. i cldnt finish it at first.. so i leave it there.. maybe later wanna eat.. end up, i go out and take a bite of rice every few mins or so when im free.. den i can finish my rice..-,- i hope it doesnt becomes a habit.. dun wan Jabez to be like tat nxt time..=x my plan for Genting is DESTROYED by adelynn!! hahas..=x she reminds mi how am i gonna leave Jabez alone in SG if im gonna breastfeed? o.O a good question! i will try eat lotsa lotsa fish to supply my milk ok.. hahas.. ok lar.. i think most probably the trip have to be cancelled..=( maybe wait till Jabez can walk already, bring him go Thailand visit my maternal grandparents and relatives! =) very excited & SCARED! by nxt month LATEST, im OFFICIALLY a MUMMY!! =x no matter wad, nxt mth, i have to go thru the experience of giving birth! =O dunno wad's ahead of me really.. hahas..=x i really cant wait for Jabez to be out.. i want to teach him how to talk.. how to walk.. imagine e day he call me "Mummy" or dear, "Daddy"!! and imagine e day he walk.. *omgz!! we would be DEAD by then.. chasing him everywhere.. hahas.. somehow, i have a feeling that.. Jabez would haf a temper like me!! tat would be sOoo DEAD!! hahas.. dear say he would be more DEAD-er.. cos there's 2 sucha person he has to endure.. LOL!! he's sucha ass!! *gRrr.. but my temper getting better liaos ok..=x not very gd still.. but better..=) aHhh.. and my hospital bag till haber pack lor.. horrible rites..-,- im so so unprepared..
that someone has been treating mi REAL good these few days.. i wonder it came really outta her heart or bcos she's afraid of something.. hahas.. wadeva.. this is YOUR RETRIBUTION! fat hope tat i will let u get wad u want.. he's MY SON.. and i decide wad i want for him.. NOT YOU! im evil now yes.. but she treats mi even worse when things happened! so don't blame me! u deserve it! dun bother treating me good.. bcos im not gonna appreciate it.. i would only think u're faking it.. so SAVE IT PLEASE! =p and she still thinks that she SHOULD BE the one for the job..-,- im happy.. bcos im gonna disappoint her real bad.. and im also gonna upset her.. i like tat kinda feeling! *evil luffs..
tat's wad happen when ppl treats mi badly.. i dun give a damn whether u regret it AFTER that or not.. i will juz pay u back doubly.. dun come n fark ard and tell mi u doesnt mean it.. i know wad u mean.. i know wad u feel.. im not like him who doesnt knows wad u're thinking abt.. im smart ok! u loves to talk in hidden meaning rites.. so I WILL treat u with hidden meaning too..=)
sunday is my william uncle's newborn dotter 1st month! and my ahma called mi up specially ask mi go down.. cos good for me and baby.. according to them lar..=x so fast.. 1mth liaos.. so fast.. my shenshen finish confinement liaos.. it seems fast to me.. but i wonder hw SHE feels.. hahas.. it must seems like 1yr to her..=x but i feel that she's coping well lehs.. cos she also seldom goes out de.. she pregnant tat time everyday lie on her bed de.. only mealtimes come out eat nia.. so i think its ok for her lors.. for mi, i think.. SIAO LIAO LAR!! =((( i hope my mama will ke lian me and let mi use e com at least.. hehes..
btw, pardon my rubbish.. i too wu liao lar.. so i come back to blog VERY OFTEN! hahas.. and VERY OFTEN, my entries are VERY SIMILAR..=x
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