6:47am
very frustrated now.. after all these months, den i realise e meaning of my coming son's name.. went mustafa ytd.. browse ard "parenting" section.. i came across this babies names dict.. hoping to find "Jabez" this name.. wad i found shocked mi.. "Borne in pain".. y did they recommend sucha name? Ok, so we read up "The Prayers of Jabez".. even so, i still do not understand.. wad is so good abt Jabez this name when the literally meaning was, "Borne in pain"? feeling darn pek cek while reading tat book too.. bcos it seems like its more to how Jabez pray to God rather den telling me wad is Jabez this name all abt.. im not interested by how he pray.. bcos i dun need him to bless me.. but im more interested to wad this name is abt.. den they say, y care abt e beginning of life when wad's more impt is his ending? who was the one who tell me, choose a meaningful name for ur children.. it gives them life.. now u tell me this.. *zzz* im very superstitious.. i feel tat name is very impt.. den they say, Jabez is a more honourable man as compared to his other brothers.. God answered to his prayers only.. i don't think so lehs.. i thought God listen to your prayers as well? if not u pray for him for wad? -,- i find all these rubbish lar.. http://www.crossroad.to/articles2/Jabez.htm <- its abt the problems with e book, "The Prayer of Jabez".. i love this name ALOT at first.. i keep talking to him addressing him Jabez.. now, ask me change his name.. its like im not calling my son anymore.. BUT, this name doesnt sounds promising.. i dunno issit bcos im not a Christian tat's y i dun c e meaning like THEY DO.. or wad.. or are they cursing me? -,- yes, life is not abt e beginning but ending.. but TELL ME! whose parents want their children to lead a life full of pain? full of sufferings? den end up extraordinary? i for one do not wish that.. i do not want to c them in pain or sufferings.. i juz want them to haf a good life.. aiya.. i dunno lar.. any Christians can help? hais.. super pek cek nw.. y do they recommend sucha name sia.. and he still dare to tell me don't listen to wad others say! *zzz* listen to him(not dear lar)..-,- ya.. i listen to u.. but tat's how it ended.. moreover, i DID NOT listen to others.. i read it up MYSELF! bloody hell! im really angry and pek cek lors.. when things happen.. u all KNN change your words and meanings.. juz bcos u all LIKE this name.. he noes e literally meaning of Jabez lors.. y din he tell us in e first place? DAMN!! now, after so many months.. den i found out.. and i dunno wad to do.. and HE was the one who tell me the pronounciation of Jabez was jer-bes instead of jay-bes.. den ytd, he say its jar-bes.. FUCK lar! i do not like e latter pronounciation..! hais.. im so so upset abt it..=( den we were thinking abt another name, Javier.. but, it just feels different..=(
anyway, Parklane Wanton Mee at Sunshin Plaza r0x! im craving for it now..=(
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