11:09pm
irritating dear's eating delifrance beside me now!! DAMN!! tempt me sia!! *gRrr.. i cant eat alot of food now lors.. and im craving for COLD PLAIN WATER!! ive nv realise how nice PLAIN WATER is until nw.. *s0bx* now i only can drink milo and red dates tea.. *s0bx* today mum cooked me a bowl of soup.. or rather, the soup contains only whisky and some herbs.. ended up, i was immobilised for e whole day.. den vomit 2 or 3 times.. wah ka0x.. the feeling is DARN terrible!! >.< i nv like alcohol AND i CANNOT hold my liquor AT ALL!! but today she gave mi 1 big bowl.. wah piangs.. den my mum and yunz keep luffing at mi.. cos i keep whining like a baby and my face was red like an apple.. LOL! it was darn hilarious lar.. luckily, my mum gt "liang xin" she say she c mi so xin ku nt going to boil that for mi anymore.. THANK GOD!! LOL!! cos i had a hard time finishing it plus after finishing it, i feel really terrible lar.. den nw, my whole body's itching like hell.. sometimes, im allergic to alcohol.. 4-05 peeps noes my secret.. HEEHEE!!
mum ask mi to change my attitude and temper.. she say ytd's matter wasnt really dear's fault.. she say i shldnt haf throw my temper.. hais.. i think its mood swings lar.. ytd while i typed, i did drop a few tears.. she say dear alr very gd lers.. he help to look after baby.. my daddy din even help last time.. my mum's bias lar.. hehes..
jabez's getting more n more notti! he used to only cry when he wants milk or nid to change diapers.. now, he doesnt sleep in e day.. and cry when we put him down! nite time still ok.. i wonder hw when i go back to sengkang.. cos nw, everything is taken care by my mum and siblings.. if go back liaos.. i wld be all alone.. and den there's my mil.. im really afraid to go back sengkang kkz.. first, i wld be all alone.. second, mi and mil definitely will haf some different views in handling kids.. really hope we wun haf any conflicts.. but i tink will haf de lors.. cos b4 jabez was born.. when we talked abt it, i alr dun like some of her ideas.. and she also dun approve some of my ideas.. but den again, jabez's my son lar.. i will juz do wad i deem fit..
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