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sometimes, i feel so upset and disappointed that despite many quarrels, despite telling him sOoo many times WHY, he still could not understand.. i really hope he understand that i can NEVER forgive her.. and i will HATE her no matter what.. whenever we talk about her, i will get all agitated and cry.. not because im sad.. because im ANGRY! yes, VERY ANGRY! i know he arent feeling good abt it too.. he wants to find a solution badly.. but im too strong-headed.. im not letting her off so easy.. he say im EVIL.. he say i hard to get along.. GREAT! i can stand it no more! *arghs* i feel really troubled now.. no matter how many times i explain to him WHY, he dun understand.. the problem really doesnt lies on mi ok.. ask her to APOLOGISE to me.. and maybe i can CONSIDER to forgive her..-,- den maybe ur life will be better.. HA-HA! but i doubt so lar.. the best is no need to see her FOREVER! wah lau.. im feeling so sucky now lar.. no 1 will understand.. NO ONE!
juz now mum was complaining abt something also.. den i tell sis tat u will understand after u married.. she say i haolian.. like i noe alot.. e fact is, im married! and only after u're married den u noe abt it! she say she wun be like us.. i tell her, ya good! i hope u married into a good family too! DUHZ! sometimes she think only SHE knows..-,-
jabez doesnt look like a NEWBORN at all! *dia0z.. dear call him ahpek face.. LOL! cos he really looks OLD! >.< and quite big in size.. hard to believe he's not even 1 month old.. LOL! i think he got e genes frm mi lar.. "chao lao" (mature in eng) AND big in size.. LOL!
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