11:16am
i am VERY ANGRYYYYYYY ytd.. i was being told off as LAZY! i admit im a SUPER LAZY person.. but as a mama, im not! i did my part to look after jabez! letting him slp all da time inside e yaolan means im lazy.. look, i know he's tired because he yawns alot.. and he's crying.. crying because he's pek cek that he couldnt slp! dumbo! and at times, while he was drinking his milk, he fall asleep! but cos he nid to burp, wake him up.. his eyes abit seh seh.. so i make him slp! AND! it is good that babies eat, drink, slp everyday! STUPID! she nv directly say i lazy.. she HINT and say dear instead..-,- but pls lar.. idiots also noe who u toking abt ok.. sam's grandma say we must have carry him alot at home.. always want ppl to carry.. others say i carry him alot.. she say i lazy dun wan to carry! wtf! there was once (ya, the one and only time), she change diapers for jabez.. she din even clean it properly ok! cos e nxt time i change for him, got sai in his asshole ok! *zzz* talk to me about letting her look after! she's just INEXPERIENCE! im not experience also.. but since she doesnt seems to have experience AS WELL, i might as well be the one looking after jabez! and dear just sit down there hear mi rant n rant.. ignoring me.. i get even angrier! my limit is there.. and i have very very LOW LIMIT! SEE! i know conflicts will arise after i give birth and living under e same roof! i felt so unhappy lar!
im not saying anything.. but if u don't know anything, shldnt u just SHUT UP instead of making urself looking like a fool?
to sum this entry: she say im lazy because i always let him slp. am i wrong to do so?!
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