Jacq's

2:59am

im not happy.. im feeling uneasy.. this is not my home.. why am i here? i dunno.. i always take things for granted.. when i am supposed to stay at my house, i did not.. now, im not allowed to stay at my house, i starts to miss there.. i miss my family.. i miss that place.. i really miss it alot.. hais.. e feeling sucks.. it's so quiet and lonely here.. i do not like here.. im back in sengkang..=(

i read up aaron's blog.. oh dear! for goodness sake! i nearly fall off my chair can? i hope he read tis up.. 3 words for him, "SERVES YOU RIGHT!".. u can NEVER EVER find someone like her who loves u so much.. NEVER! and u choose to give up on her.. time and again.. hurt her time and again.. we thought u had change.. we even persuade her sOo hard to ask her to get back w u.. cos WE believe in u.. end up? i feel so guilty.. guilty till i wanna kill myself lar..>.< ger, i hope u don't soft-hearted kayz? u've got a great guy w u now.. cherish him! it's always better to be w the one who loves u more.. at least that's wad i think..

went out the whole day! so busy lar.. we din do much.. but bcos of his stupid road tax which he gotta renew.. piangs! first, we went ang mo kio to renew his road tax.. but he blardy hell lost it.. and haf to go sin ming drive - LTA to get it.. end up they say insurance coverage nt enuff for 6mths.. so we go his bikeshop to get it done.. $#%#^!@# den went compass point to satisfy my cravings! hahas.. had e SALMON & MUSHROOM PASTA, FISH N CHIPS & APPLE CRUMBLE! the last 2 are the usual.. i had a super bad habit lar.. whenever i try other's food, i find their food damn nice.. but when e nxt time i had it all by myself, it doesnt seems as good anymore..>.< den went kiddy palace buy some jabez's stuffs.. den put e stuffs at home and went to westmall.. dear went for a haircut.. i tink DESMOND's a nt bad hairstylist lar.. plus there's promotion at JANTZEN now.. $20 nia.. so its really worth it! finally, went back hm to fetch jabez and moved back all our stuffs to sengkang.. can c tat my mum really "yi yi bu she".. hais.. i wish i could be a guy in my nxt life lar..>.<

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