Saturday, September 30, 2006

3:45am

these few days kinda busy.. keep going to bukit purmei for "da ri zi" (for praying).. today got "getai".. jabez still can slp lors! LOL! he so li hai can?! den my uncle say, "all the same 1!" indirectly saying we pigs lar.. no matter how noisy.. we also can slp.. LOL! his temper getting more and more worse.. once in awhile, he cry till no sound! his crying sometimes also very scary.. felt so heartpain! >.< slp also very jialat.. aiy0z.. noe hw to throw temper liaos.. *omgz.. bring him out have to think twice.. first, very troublesome.. second, he will not have enuff slp.. third, mum say if bring him out very often.. later he xi guan! den at a timing, he will want to step outta e house no matter what.. this 1 i damn scared! LOL! cos these few days been going out.. i hope he doesnt get this habit! if nt i "orh bak kak"! his face change alot too! when he's in good mood, he can talk to u in baby language and play liaos! im beginning to love him more den dear! hahas..

in my opinion.. ok, those who din, please don't flame me.. just my personal opinions.. that those who breastfeed their babies are those mothers who really really love their children.. (other den those who breastfeed for e sake of saving money lar..=x) ive tried to breastfeed as well.. bf is not as simple as thought.. one must have alot of determination to do it.. those who give all sorts of excuses only goes to show that u dun really love ur children as much as those who successfully bf their babies.. if u really want to do it, u can..! ive met a few mummies who successfully bf their babies.. one of them is adelynn! i always feel that she really love her son alot.. willing to sacrifice alot of things.. she met w so many downs for bf.. but she still continue.. whereas me, hais.. now whenever i think back, i sorta regret.. for stopping.. bcos i thought i gt nt enuff milk.. which is true.. but i also noe if i continue to bf, it's possible de.. now really regret..>.<>.< whenever he's hungry and turn to my breast for milk, i hope i gt milk for him! *s0bx*

im more and more like panda.. (ok, i noe i alr look like panda long ago.. but nw, even more like can? =x) always slp at 4-5am.. den wake up at like 8-10am.. nt enuff slp lors! just dun wanna slp.. *dia0z.. just had mcdonald for supper..-,- super fat lar.. im loving it! lols..

deciding whether wanna club tmr w yunz anot.. hmm.................................

- i need a clutch! -

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