1:51am
today, at aunt's house, jay took out his pacifier by himself! i shld have taken e pic! nowadays, he keeps wanting to sit up.. but he still dunno how.. so only get up halfway den give up.. hahas.. (his big tummy e cause of it? LOL!) i think he miss his daddy alot lar.. these days, dear leave house very early and came hm very late.. cos wrk full-shift.. today, dear carry him, just by carrying him nia.. jay keeps smiling at him! even ME don't have tat kinda privilege..>.< so sad! hahas.. i want to buy sOoo many toys for jay nw.. but sis scold mi siao! he still dunno hw to play yet lar.. LOL! i keep looking for diaper bags.. saw alot of really nice ones! but they are so exp! and i dunno if its worth it to pay tat kinda price mahs.. it's not cheap..>.< im really really interested in those frm babetitude! and there're some frm overseas which are not sold in sg.. so damn chio! but also so damn exp! there're also cheaper ones.. ive read and carter's ones are quite popular.. only ard $20+? den what's e different? aiy0z.. im so so blur.. so so many varieties to choose frm! HELP ME! i nid them urgently lar! cos i feel so irritated tat whenever i go out, my stuffs are all so messy inside e bag! now keep using e diaper bag that TMC gave..-,- ok lar.. quite cute! F.O.C one! hahas.. but i still prefer a better one lors..
for e nxt 2 mths.. we going to eat grass liaos.. dear getting his commission only on dec..-,- we're so so dead! nvm! we can one! i everyday cook for him! hope he dun go hospital nia.. LOL!
i hope friends understand that i have a baby now and it's not convenient for mi to just go out like that.. i feel irritated that they DO NOT understand me at all.. when the weather is bad i CANNOT bring him out! if it's hazy, it's hazy! not to u all but it is hazy to me.. if it's raining, all the more i cannot bring him out! their immune system is sOoo weak.. u all keep saying i love jabez ar blah blah blah.. wan to c jabez ar.. blah blah blah.. if u REALLY want to c him.. or love him.. come my house and see lar! y must i go out and meet u all? if u all really love him, den u all shld thought of the weather mahs! some still can get ANGRY w mi.. WTF?! selfish! yes, im saying ALL of u! canot stand lors! not ur son u all cfm dun care mahs..-,- if he's sick, it doesnt affect u all at all mahs.. so dun at there say "feng liang hua" ok! *zzz*
aunt say i still dunno how to think.. very naive.. immature.. in terms of marriage.. i agree w her.. but this is within mi mahs.. im still young wad.. wad u expect.. right? gimme time lar.. ppl will grow up de mahs..=x
KARMA! wad goes ard comes ard.. be nice to ppl.. dun be selfish! dun just think of urself.. if u do, den kpkb when the person doesnt treats u good back.. wad do u expect? treat tat person bad and expect tat person treat u good juz becos he/she SHOULD? no such thing ok.. u wan respect, EARN it.. actions speak louder than words! im quite a difficult person.. or shall i say, im nt really easy to get along w.. im someone who..
when u treats me good, i get wary of u.. thinking if u've any ill intentions..
when u treats me bad, i pay u back double.. there's no need to regret.. because there's no way for me to forgive u anymore.. NO WAY! nt even if u.. *ahemz..
i also dunno wad i want.. LOL! treat mi gd also canot.. treat mi bad also canot..-,- once bitten twice shy.. many times i trusted that person and feel that she/he's nice to mi.. but when things happen, they just fuck care u not thinking if u die anot.. humans are all so selfish! including myself of coz.. this is e cruel reality..>.<
im so emo now.. maybe cos im tired! =x time to slp! jay keeps waking up VERY early these days! DAMN! nt enuff slp man! lols..
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