*WARNING! SUPER LENGTHY POST!
- today -
these few days was in KKH.. jabez was hospitalised.. im sorry my dear boy.. i did not take good care of you.. doc say it is unavoidable.. but practising good hygiene minimize it.. he was contracted with gastric flu.. otherwise known as gastroenteritis.. to put it simply, diarrhea.. he "lao sai" so many times.. so much so that his ass is so red and sore now.. when i help him clean.. he would scream at e top of his voice.. it really pains mi alot.. i see him cry, i also follow him cry.. i cannot help my tears from flowing.. there was once.. i was playing w him in e hospital.. he was luffing.. but i was crying.. i felt so terrible that he had to go thru all these.. i know it's darn painful to him.. he's never like that.. it scares me.. i still think that it was the 5-in-1 jabs that affect it.. cos after e jab, i did not bring him straight home.. tat jab can cause fever.. i think he caught some bacteria at tat point of time.. but still, i must be careful w him now.. hais.. actually friday alr starts abit liaos.. but i ignore it.. until saturday afternoon, i sense that smth's not right! how come he keep poo-poo.. like 1hr interval.. so i faster bring him c doc.. but tat doc's not a paediatrician.. cos saturday all half day lehs.. den at nite, his poopoo got blood! i so scared.. dear still can sit down there and hesitate if shld bring anot..-,- i quarrelled w him lors.. but after cool down.. and listen to wad aunt said, i think she's right.. men and women are really different in terms of thinking.. she constantly ask me to be brave.. be strong.. dun be scared.. im not scared.. im just heartache.. it feels like a knife pierced thru my heart.. i miss him so much.. e "OLD" him.. miss those days when every morning, he would wake mi up.. den he would cheekily smile at mi.. den i got no choice but to entertain him as well.. hahas.. cos these days, although he still smile.. but whenever he wake up, he would starts crying.. bcos e faeces hurt him.. my legs are both tired nw.. bcos of the constant standing.. while he's in the hospital, i gotta carry him usually for e whole day.. he does not want to lie down.. furthermore, he's already dependant on "yao lan".. haf to carry him to slp.. den he always poo-poo mahs.. sometimes, i can help him change his diapers.. den drink milk.. drink milk finish, he poo again.. i HATE to change it for him.. bcos he would be in such pain.. i gt no choice.. i haf to do it.. i always close my eyes to feed him milk.. close my eyes while walking (to coax him to slp).. all just wishing that he would get well soon.. his condition isnt that bad.. as compared to others in e ward.. it's just the abrasion at his buttocks that cause everything so bad.. but it's really very xin ku lor.. i began to question myself what had i done? im like bringing him harm.. shld i really go to wrk and let my mum look after? but still, im glad i gone thru everything w him.. im glad tat dear was wif mi all these while.. every nite after wrk, he would come over and keep me companied.. when i saw him after wrk ytd nite, i really hug him and cry.. mum and aunt tell mi it's only e starting.. still a long way to go.. when he's teething, it would be even worse.. i hope by then, ive grown more..
the ward tat i took is B2.. w air conditioned by 6 bedded.. it was *omgz.. so scary can! one cry all cry tat kinda thing..-,- 1st nite was ok.. 2nd day come a very !#$%$#%^ kpkb little girl.. just slping next to our bed.. she was basically screaming e whole day can..-,- everytime just when jabez want to slp liaos she scream.. nbz.. i feel like slapping her! but den again, cannot blame her.. she had high temperature.. vomit and diarrhea also.. somehow, i feel that my ward, most of e kids having diarrhea.. seems like a common illness? o.O i find e nurses there quite nice.. unlike wad others said.. maybe its a children ward? there's one indian nurse, she seems particularly attached to jabez.. although she only saw him today.. hahas.. just for a few hrs.. she told jabez to get well soon.. and nv come back again.. i was alittle surprised.. anyway, thank her for saying smth like that! yes, i nv wanna go back ever again! =( and it wasnt cheap staying there! like wad kevin say, its much much more exp staying den a 5-star hotel..-,- $910 for 3 days.. omfg! our ward alr considered cheap among e others ok.. we choose e cheapest air-con ward.. luckily, can medisave.. hahas.. hmm.. we din fork out a single cent in e end.. hehes.. BUT! i think e docs damn useless lar.. really waste money stay there.. abit regret lors.. i stay there.. everything i look after myself.. there was no instructions given by them.. they just give him medicine 2 times a day.. den nurses come check his temperature.. ask mi when and how much he drink.. when he poo.. that's all lors.. damn stupid can..-,- e nappy rash cream tat they provide.. damn fucking no use can.. within 2 days, i going to use finish e whole tube..-,- den i read e brochure abt diarrhea.. itself states there's no medicine for it normally will go away after 10days or so.. just drink lotsa water.. scared of dehydration.. DAMN LAME! nbz! feel like slapping e doc who ask mi to admit jabez..-,- but den again, if i nv stay hospital, i cfm feel damn uneasy.. aiya.. dunno wad i want also lar..
den today, i bring jabez alone downstairs to walk walk.. hahas.. walk at the mini "kkh mall".. its just a stretch of shops selling mostly baby stuffs.. found out that "EVENFLO" exersaucer can be found at the "kkh mall".. having discount nw for $199! i was darn tempted to get it lors! =x den walk into tis shop that sells alot of toys.. i couldnt resist e temptation and bought this really cute but kp toy for jabez.. hahas.. i call e toy kp cos e sound that it makes very noisy lar.. just some children music..=x but those old fashion kinda children music.. lols.. and it was CHEAP! $9.90 only! hehes.. shall post a picture soon! very interesting lehs.. i like it alot.. hehes.. nth much to play w it.. but c the buses, e thing moves very cute lehs.. hehes.. dear say in this kinda place also can spend money..-,- LOL! i told u liaos.. when a woman's bored.. she can spend money at anywhere, anytime! =x went in pharmacy.. look for nappy rash.. since e one prescribed by doc no use.. saw DESTIN nappy rash cream.. remembered tat singaporemotherhood.com.sg alot of ppl selling it.. saw e price.. omgz! $11+ siao bohs! so exp! went back, ask e doc abt it.. she say tat 1 very gd.. so went back and get it.. but dunno why.. reach hm, jabez seems to be better.. even his nappy rash.. just hope he get well soon!
e irritating dear.. he went in JB.. canot find NAN 1 GOLD.. go and get NAN 1.. he say same mahs..-,- NAN 1 GOLD like not very popular? cos when i go KKH.. cos e package include milk for babies.. they only haf NAN 1.. dun haf e GOLD 1.. so lugi lors! =x btw, thanks vanessa&kevin for coming! thanks for everyone's concern.. all thanks to your blessings! =)
please don't rape me!
aiya, ok lar.. come lar.. i waiting for u..~
c! i know how to hold milk bottle alr~
jabez kiss daddy! (pic taken unintentionally)
- o3.11.o6 -
had a little surprise for vq.. advance birthday celebration for her!
it was arranged that only she and yf meeting each other.. den they had fish&co. at wheelock dinner.. so me and zy went in later.. w e cake.. she was not shocked.. she alr knew that we are up to no good.. cos she read my blog..>.< we're all smart ppl! YAY! hehes.. so i became e "QIAN GU ZUI REN" for e day..=x i prefer MAHANTTEN den FISH&CO. unfortunately.. maybe cos i dun eat calamari.. so end up, e seafood platter for me is pretty plain.. nth to eat lidat.. i SUPER <3 e services there! before we went in, we was hiding in one corner preparing e cake.. then there's 1 staff saw us.. and say, shall i keep it for u den surprise her..? we say no.. we would like to give it to her ourselves instead.. den she ask us walk infront.. she walk behind wif e cake.. and say, "VANNESA, HAPPY BIRTHDAY".. den she ask us all sing "happy birthday" for her! very good lors! den e way they talk to customers, so so nice! i love e staffs there! *claps!
seafood platter for one
fish n chips
chocolate mousse from bakerzin
den head to M.O.S.. i love e ambience at MAIN ARENA on that day! special event by floorfilla! *shuang! S.M.O.O.V.E on e other hand was not so happening.. i still HATE 54..=x pardon me! kekes.. saw jasmine while we were leaving.. hahas.. both of us were leaving at e same time.. lols.. so qiao!
den waited for vq's bf, kevin to come fetch us for HK CAFE again! =x im sOoo addicted to their instant noodles lar! but nxt time round, i wanna try their baked rice! or e french toast! no more instant noodles! hehes.. and i still <3 their "Si Mud Tea"! darn nice! *slurps.. hehes..
HK 5 SPICES CHICKEN CHOP INSTANT NOODLES (hope i get it right)
HOT & SPICY CHICKEN INSTANT NOODLES (zhengyang)
FRENCH TOAST (vq, kevin, yf)
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