5:30am
im quite awake even though it's already morning..-,- just finished watching "NARNIA".. i noe its a goddamn long ago movie alr.. but anyway, dear saw the preview while he's at work and he kept wanting to watch it.. if u like fairytale, i guess u would like this movie..=x at least i do..=) dear doesnt.. he think its kinda boring..-,- i find it very interesting! i like e storyline.. got "xin xian gan"!
went Vivo again! LOL! i bought 2 tops from Forever21! shared w yunz lar actually.. hehes.. we both decided that we shall share buying clothes frm now on! cos our sizing's e same lar.. BUT! her bottoms i cannot wear.. too small for me! but my bottoms she can wear.. as low waist lors.. LOL! anyway, i love my loots frm Forever21 lar.. i nearly bought another top.. but was too broke! so joan shenshen said she would buy it instead.. so if we want, we can borrow frm her! hahas.. so nice of her! im happy w e tops becos they're sOo not me! usually, i wun buy that kinda tops.. so ya, it's kinda a change.. i love changes in myself.. i mean appearance..=x i want a new hairstyle.. a new look of mi.. im sick of this hairstyle already.. but my hair's so short nw! can change to wad? -,- im broke.. TOTALLY! i overspent already.. oh dear.. im so so dead now!
ppl seems to always misunderstand mi.. or issit im poor at expressing myself? i told my uncle something.. but everyone thought i was pissed off or wad.. not at all! they say my "yu qi" like not happy.. i din even realise that until they told mi.. im feeling kinda guilty now.. nt tat ive done any wrong.. but i DID NOT want him to feel it that way at all! but wad's done is done..
im getting used to bringing jabez out! but still, i nid at least one person to accompany..=x cos there's still too many things to bring out.. maybe when he's older.. it would be easier.. hehes.. sometimes, i feel glad that im stubborn for a good reason this time round.. im glad that im stubborn to give birth to jabez.. lucky i DID NOT listen to anyone who ask me to abort.. bcos i know they're just merely selfish ppl who only thought of themselves.. thank god im stubborn.. i read in a forum recently.. she was 21.. her parents strongly opposed to it and want her to abort.. but she kept saying she REALLY wanted this child but she left w no choice.. i really DO NOT understand why she's left w no choice if she wanted e child so much! she kept saying she really really wanted to keep e child but she really left w no choice..-,- e guy's side was willing to help out w e expenses by paying EVERYTHING! so i dun c the left w no choice as an excuse.. if u want, nothing's impossible.. at least that's wad ive always believe.. everything's in your OWN HANDS! i find her so selfish.. cos she's pushing all the blame to her parents by saying it's bcos her parents do not allow her to keep e child.. or they wld disown her.. i find her damn damn selfish and irresponsible.. so coward for pushing e blame! it was in HERSELF that she doesnt want the child too! isnt that so obvious? -,- STUPID GAL! i mean if u really dun wan e child den say dun wan.. u're nt prepared.. but y use ur parents as a reason? so damn lame lar! *angry!
sians.. the sprees are making mi so so busy these days.. and i DO NOT have enuff of slp! pls help! been having supper everyday! i needa STOP!
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