Jacq's

2:34am

i just had a heavy supper.. cos ahboy's birthday.. i love Four Leaves cake.. their choc exotic, blackforest, strawberry.. all very nice!! love them!! and we had Pizza Hut again!! i think dear wld be so happy.. his fav.. haha..

i need to go chinatown soon! serious! i wanna go kaikai.. got sales now! 10% + 10%!! and feifei say she can lend me her membership card so that i can entitle for it!! YAY!! but............ dunno if dear can sponsor my buys anot..=( my aunt just call me today tell me abt a new hello kitty makeshift stall that she "discover" den tell me all e "gold" she "kio tio".. ka0x.. spend money again.. at bukit batok.. she still offer to bring me go there nxt wednesday.. so good ar this aunt.. help me spend money! =( but later i scared can see cannot buy! *s0bx*

today time flies very fast! i was using e laptop.. den suddenly realise e clock alr 6pm!! den nite time liaos.. super fast lor!!

i dunno issit jabez sticky to me or he cannot be left alone.. today, i put him inside e exersaucer.. go n prepare his things.. either to prepare his food or milk or bathing necessities, he cry lor!! until no sound!! *gRrrr.. awhile also cannot!! piangs!! den i haf to bring him together w mi.. 1 hand carry him, another hand prepare e things.. *arghs* then sometimes when we wanna go out and i need to prepare his stuffs, i put him in e exersaucer outside e toilet den dear open e toilet door and bath.. after awhile, he cry!! but when i do that.. he wun cry 1 lehs.. andandand!! he noe how to "yang oh" BTH him!! sometimes, i really doesnt wan a 2nd kid.. i just want to give all my love to him.. bcos i know if e 2nd one comes along, i cfm will like e 2nd kid more.. dun wish to show any favouritism.. i feel that ALL parents WILL prefer one over another no matter what one..

this is bad.. nowadays, when im heaty, my nose will feel like "blue-black" kenna box lidat.. pain! =( and im heaty now.. *gRrr........

- i love u my darling dear -