Friday, March 16, 2007

11:46pm

HAPPY 1st BIRTHDAY KYRENE! (krissy's princess) hope she likes e pressie me and shan got for her!

was super bad mood today.. dunno why also.. just feel very pek cek.. several times nearly spank jabez.. but i try to control myself.. today totally not my day.. was really struggling whether to take cab or walk to mrt station.. ended up taking cab.. im really in a foul mood.. i want to take cab straight to coasta sand pasir ris sooooo much.. but really, we're damn broke this month liaos..=( paid $5+ just for a very short trip to mrt! stupid can! cos peak hour..=( nightmare started.. jabez cldnt behave himself.. cos he's darn tired.. so i have to keep entertain him.. play w him.. he wldnt slp even if i feed him..=( so i need to "dong" all da way to tampines.. thanks soooooo much to shan! she wait for me at tampines and her hubby drive us there.. if not i really dunno how.. take bus also cannot.. take cab also cannot.. *faint! reach there for awhile.. jabez started his nonsense.. den we went up to their air-conditioned room! *shuang! haha.. thanks to jabez, i can stay in air-con room! hehe.. den shan, michelle (krissy's fren) came in.. and we started to chit-chat! hehe.. mummies talk..=) candice (did i get it wrong?) came later and join us too.. she's mostly doing the listening.. hehe.. javier's sooooo cute!! he luff alot!! happy baby definitey!! i love to carry him!! soft soft de!! somewhat feels like newborn.. hehe.. very comfy.. keke.. oh ya, must see javier and jabez "play" w each other sia.. super cute and farnie! haha.. left pretty soon.. thanks sooooo much to shan once more! she drop me at bishan and her hubby help me to flag a cab before going off.. jabez fall asleep in e car.. den i gt no hands also.. i nearly piak him lar.. he was screaming his head off.. make me damn dulanz.. imagine he was travelling frm jurong alr tired.. he still can jump and flip and blabber dunno wad all da way till we went hm frm e chalet! really "hong xim"! (in hokkien) nowadays i really buey tahan him.. must give him wad he want one.. if nt he will SCREAM!! dunno where he learn from sia!! *omgz!! felt so paiseh man..

ytd also.. take express502 home.. alot of ppl.. dun even have space to sit.. den this nice malay old lady offer some space for me to sit.. usually at the old slot-in card machine there got a small space rite.. den she offer to half half w mi.. poor hubby stand all da way w the pram.. but even though i get to sit, i also buey tahan.. he must stand one.. cannot sit down one lor.. den i get so paiseh.. cos he either luff too loud or cry too loud..=( den i have to use biscuit "siah" him.. ka0x! glutton baby! and, he loves to lie on e bed! erm, not exactly lie lar.. but if u put him down on a mattress/bed, he loves it! more than sitting definitely.. den he will crawl here crawl there non-stop.. u will NOT see him lie for more than 5 secs! *arghs* i want to die alr..=( but although he's draining me, that's not a bad thing either.. that goes to show, he's healthy! and that's all that matters! =) even though im losing more hair den ever.. HAHA!

btw, on thursday.. we met this very nice angmoh at taka.. we wanted to take escalator to level 1.. but not in service.. den this angmoh offer to help us carry e pram! escalator to level 1 lehs.. its e one beside taka departmental store one.. alot of steps.. den dear decline his offer politely.. he say he dun wan let ppl think he no strength to carry..-,- MEN & their EGO! *duhs* i find him really nice cos u can NEVER EVER met SINGAPOREANS that helpful! dear say its normal for their country mahs.. its their culture.. i think so too.. when i was doing sales.. u always see angmohs greet you.. like, "hi, how do u do?" or "how are you?" etc etc.. but you will NEVER get to hear these frm SINGAPOREANS! they come in.. browse finish, leave e shop.. WORSE! u ask them need help? they IGNORE u! act like nv heard.. WHAT THE!!! yes, SINGAPOREANS, please reflect on yourself lar.. want top-notch services? how to when consumers themselves do not give respect to those serving them? gosh! singaporeans are the king of 3Ks! "kiasu", "kiasi", "kiam" (stingy)! lastly, arrogant.. sibei hao lian.. ya, mi also singaporeans.. im talking abt myself ar.. HAHA! oh and today, i was damn pissed off!

1st, i am just outside the "door" (i dunno wad's tat call lar) where u tap ur ez-link one ar.. HELLO? that one is specifically for ppl w wheelchair, luggages or prams! u all so healthy! and i am w a pram.. and they just jolly well enter even though im just infront of them! and not just one.. 4-5 of them.. until the mrt staffs stop the passage.. if not, i dun tink i can enter man! TMD!

2nd the lift, HELLO? u all handicapped or what? got legs, healthy and fine! take what lift? canot take escalator mehs! ka0x.. the lift was FULL! and no one came out to let me enter.. eh, this lift is not for you! again, its for those who need it! like those w prams or wheelchairs! if there's no one w prams u all want to take e lift, by all means.. but shldnt e priority gives to those who needs it? rather den u these bunch of lazy fuckholes?

3rd as its peak hour, all e seats were taken.. NO ONE offer their seat! hmm.. yes, we all pay for e tix.. u're not obliged to give up your seat.. but wun u feel ashame? i will.. maybe cos im brought up to give up seats to elderly or ppl who needs it more than i do.. but i know many of u out there are e majority who do not give up seats to those who need it more than u do de.. 好人有好报! pls be alittle considerate and this world will be more beautiful!

but when im in e bus, i do often met kind ppl who offer their seats.. really appreciate.. bcos it meant so much! its really really hard to carry jabez in one hand and another hand try to balance.. PLUS! jabez LOVES to move about.. *sweats..

- baby, u gonna drive me crazy! -

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