12:38am
holy shit! something's wrong w the com.. i canot login to hotmail as well as blogger..-,- finally dear help me reformat e com only den i can blog again..-,-
im starting wrk later.. im sooooo scared.. ive not been working close to 2 years.. im afraid that i don't know how to communicate w others.. im so scared that i dunno how to get along w colleagues.. i have so many worries.. i hope everything runs smoothly tomorrow.. i hope my wrkplace can use internet!! LOL!!
just now my notti prince take out 2 alphabets of my laptop..-,- he so strong lor! haha.. bth him.. lucky can put back.. today he so ke lian.. kenna spank by mi.. i put him inside e playpen and let him cry until he ownself stop.. bth him.. i know my mum will come in and interfere.. i lock e door to prevent her frm coming in.. when im teaching my son, i DO NOT like ppl to interfere.. i am his mother.. if i say NO, means NO.. i am the one who bore him.. not dear, not my mum.. not whoever.. but when ppl scold him or beat him, i canot take it.. i dun like.. weird? i also dunno.. even dear sometimes raise his voice at jabez or suddenly lose his cool, i also will interfere and scold dear back.. den end up quarrelling.. lol.. really bth jabez one.. he's damn hyperactive.. he's not like any other kids! i really suspect he's a hyperactive kid.. but i dunno how and where to check lehs.. den now he still know how to fake cries.. oh dear! i LOVE to c him fake cries! i will LOL one lor.. haha.. he's getting more n more cheeky as days pass.. i love him alot.. but at times, he can really drive me nuts.. he wun listen one.. even if u raise ur voice, he will purposely go and do one.. pek cek can! he can stand unsupport for a longer period already! den when he realise he's standing on his own, he will luff and sit down.. haha.. so farnie! and he knows how to stand on his own in e playpen liaos.. last time he still so short.. now he inside e playpen standing, his head can be seen liaos.. he grow so fast!
just now i feel so goddamn bad abt sizhen! im really really sorry! last min my sis say canot lend e curler.. i call jess ask if she can lend.. big thanks to her.. even though she dunno sizhen, she's generous enuff to lend her! im sooooo thankful towards her! although at e end sizhen nv borrow frm her lar.. she quarrel w her bf.. i felt soooo bad! so so sorry girl! =( im feeling darn guilty lar!
im feeling very confuse now.. towards everyone.. suddenly i feel that the world is so complicated.. humans are so complicated.. everything seems to be so complicated.. i dun understand.. dun understand at all.. maybe i too simple? wahahaha!
night in the musuem ROCKS! i download e movie and watch it.. darn interesting! a museum gets all real at nite! love this movie! somemore FREE one.. all e more worth watching! wahahaha..=x
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