11:49pm
dear wake mi up when he got hm..>.< i am soooo tired! i tink i can still fall asleep IMMEDIATELY once i lie down on my bed lar!
too many events this month.. im so packed!
18.05.07 - company BBQ
19.05.07 - bring jabez to polyclinic for assessment, shan's prince - javier's bdae!
23.05.07 - St James w the mummies
26.05.07 - celebrate JM-ting's bdae (although she same bdae as dear!)
27.05.07 - dear's birthday
29.05.07 - jess's birthday @ chevron
lotsa birthday this month.. im so BROKE! PLEASE SAVE ME FROM POVERTY! =x
was msn-ing w xiaoxue.. she suggested baking cupcakes by ourselves instead of buying it! (for jabez's birthday) i hope i can do it! cos its not easy lehs.. imagine i alr seldom cook tat kind.. den ask mi bake.. i scare many ppl end up in hospital how? haha..
today judy was away for awhile.. end up i kenna frm leonard lor.. piangs!
dear was saying i change mood uber fast! one moment i can be really moody.. e nxt i can be so crazy.. tat's just mi lor.. my mood is like weather.. unpredictable! wahahaha.. poor him!
im waiting for my orangebear, cutiefashion & pg mall items to arrive! order like 1 month ago can! DAMN! i seriously nid new clothes! i alr dig wadeva shit in my wardrobe liaos.. even those i NEVER thought that i will wear it out! no choice.. i really got nothing to wear lers! =(
my aunt bought jabez a walker since e day she look after him.. i was quite pissed at first.. cos i already make my stand that i DO NOT like jabez sitting on a walker! den she still secretly go n buy! until i went to her house and fetch jabez! but dear tell me, if u want ppl to look after jabez, dun comment on HOW they look after.. dun complain.. bcos everyone's way of looking after is different.. HAIS! wad can i say? =( i know jabez LOVES walker.. but its not good to him.. i know i know.. everyone will start telling mi, YOU ME & I grow up sitting in a walker! wad's wrong? but well, each got own preferences.. hearing frm aunt, she say he knows how to climb OUT of the walker! and he likes to ZOOM and BANG onto e wall den goes, KAKAKAKA..=,= isnt it DANGEROUS? but e way she says it like he really ENJOY it.. well, at least for e moment, nothing happens and he's happy.. im considering of getting a maid now.. cos our house is so messy.. everyone's wrking so no time to tidy.. but im worried whether jabez is in good hands or not.. no matter WHO look after.. be it my aunt or my mum.. i KPKB alot when it comes to jabez.. bcos in my heart, i feel that NO ONE takes care of him better den I DO! they still believe in their olden ways of handling kids.. even though i tell them it was proven! but mum&aunt thinks that i SUCKS in handling kids.. hais.. i am thinking of quitting and going back to take care of him full time again..
there's so many options for me.. but i am really having a difficult time to decide.. and dear's not helping cos he's someone who cant make decision.. while i am sucha fickle-minded person! hais..
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