Friday, May 18, 2007

11:54pm

dear's out for kok soon's chalet..

after wrk, adrian fetch us (me, judy & shirley) over.. had MACDONALD ICE MILO (adrian's treat! haha!) before going for company BBQ! haha.. chatted alot alot.. reach there.. it wasnt really like wad they say.. it was fun! hehe.. maybe i very easy to satisfy lar.. i luff over their silly jokes.. so farnie lor they all! they was talking abt nightclubs.. den i ask judy if we sit @ e wrong table! derrick overheard me and ask mi why? i tell him, 小孩不宜! LOL! he say no wad! nxt time if ur hubby go these kinda countries, den u noe not to let him go liaos.. i was like..=,= i win a $15 or $20 NTUC voucher for the lucky draw! haha.. nt even enuff to buy milk powder..=,=

but morning when i just went to wrk.. i break down in e toilet.. i was kenna blame for smth which is NOT MY FAULT! i feel so wronged can! gave mi the job when im knocking off.. den morning ard 9am or so den i send the INV/DO up e store.. juz nice project side call store and ask if they receive.. e storeman SAY ME LOR! he say, "ppl come n chase liaos den u bring it up" i so angry can! i run here run there.. not u run lehs! NB! and i kenna say this.. i raise my voice and tell him, "ytd i going back tat time den i receive one lar.. not mi lor!" i canot take it lehs.. everytime others do smth wrong, i kenna scolded for nth.. WTF! i keep quiet doesnt mean i scare lor.. KNN! i keep quiet bcos i dun wan so many tai ji.. i dun wan end up wrk also nt happy.. i know when i talk too much, i make even more mistake.. i am someone when open mouth, cfm offend someone one.. so i choose not to talk.. end up, ppl thought i sick cat!

anyway, im trying to hang on.. trying to perservere.. its not that bad yet.. so im still not giving up! at least, most of my colleagues are nice ppl! =)

- just hold me tight -

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