4:20pm
went Vivo City w my aunt&her hubby&her 2 lovely daughters.. dinner @ Food Republic.. their food is darn exp.. a plate of hokkien mee cost $6..-,- expensive foodcourt! haha.. bought a top @ Nichi Fashion for only $16.80 and i LOVEEEEEE it!! hehe.. did nothing much.. shop ard.. den went home..
life been pretty boring.. me&hubby nv talk much these few days.. by e time he come back, i already slp w jabez liaos.. too tired to wake up..=( im seriously considering to switch jobs.. even if it means sales.. i really cant survive w this pay.. i dun mind sales.. cos i know office jobs, there will be no available positions for me w my expected pay cos of my lousy qualifications.. hais.. i somehow feel tat im just not cut out for office jobs.. i really canot remember things one.. therefore, its VERY EASY to tekan/frame me..=( i always canot very confidently tell them this has been done or ive pass these to so and so.. hais.. cos i not sure mahs.. unless i got record lor.. this is how terrible it is.. ive got very very lousy memory..=( but i think again, am i going to do sales forever? i also dunno.. headache.. tired.. very tired now.. feel like slping.. even though ive been slping real early these days..>.<
jabez birthday celebration date has been confirm.. BUT! im still thinking whether to celebrate @ kindermusik anot.. or shld i just invite our relatives that's all.. cos afterall, jabez is not the one enjoying the atmosphere and stuffs lidat.. but again, it is a significant day for him rite?
aunt told me to let go.. relax.. dun hold on things too tight.. if not, will live till very miserable de.. she's right.. i am a very uptight person.. to me, everything seems to be very serious.. and i am living till very miserable.. bcos i worry abt alot of things.. but, how to just tell myself not think? there's so many things for me to think.. im not talking abt my marriage.. but abt my work, my life, my son and my family.. how to improve them? ive no idea.. i nid a way out.. i dun wan to live lidat.. i wan a car.. i wan a house of our own.. i wan alotalot of things..
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