4:14pm
i brought jabez to KKH hospital yesterday.. he was vomitting even more than e day before.. i went there alone.. was chatting w a fren on e fone.. den asked mi, "your hubby nv go with u?" at the moment, i felt so lonely.. i haf a hubby.. but he spend all his time working.. i understand he's wrking hard for this family.. so i do not expect him to spend time w mi.. but still, i cant help but feel lonely.. frens ard mi will realise, i always go out alone w friends.. i always attend mummies gathering alone.. e feeling wasnt great when u c other mummies' hubby w them.. dear nv once attended w mi.. bcos he cant.. wrking..=(
my dad ask my aunt to go w mi.. i rejected.. he even offered to go w mi.. he scared i canot handle.. but also kenna rejected by mi.. haha.. go c doc nia wad.. i also everytime bring him go out mahs.. wad's e diff.. pengs! so gan chiong spider..=x but i appreciate tat he cares for jabez also lar.. den when i reach KKH, all e more i felt sadded.. at least frm wad i saw.. all was accompanied by someone.. i started to regret for nt asking aunt to acc mi..>.< but jabez has been sooooooo obedient.. he did not make life difficult for mi.. i think partly also bcos he no strength to move liao.. haha.. he was lying onto mi most of e time.. did nt utter a word.. before we got outta e house.. he seems to be whining in pain.. i couldnt help but cry w him.. wad a lousy mummy am i.. i couldnt even help him..=( but i heard frm aunt that he's better nw.. can play alr..=)
nearly took leave today.. cos aunt always to and fro fetch her daughters.. den i scared e sun will aggravate jabez's fever.. but tis morning jabez fever seems to b better, so come n wrk lor.. end up, now i got nth to do!! >.<
chong brought over a box of chocs to share w us.. damn delicious lor! although not as fine and smooth as ROYCE.. but, i LOVE it! hehe.. den audrey bought curry puffs for us.. wah piangs.. i think i want to fat also cannot lar hor.. *excuses* =x
im in quite a good mood today.. until i type this entry..=(
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