Jacq's

10:51pm

to cheryl,

i am very offended with wad u wrote.. bcos if u dunno anything just shut up.. feeling a lil heated? in what right have u to feel heated? to be more offensive, dun teach ur mother how to fuck..

i am a mother.. like it or not, i have to think of my husband's feeling.. i have to think of my precious son.. u have no idea how hard it is for me to decide.. whether to want to have or not.. have u given birth before? have u raise a kid before? if u've not, just shut up becos ur comments are definitely not welcomed.. bcos u DON'T UNDERSTAND.. ur fren run away so? have u heard before? 家家有本难念的经.. wad u've heard is frm ur fren.. not frm her family members.. so dun be shallow..

simi no precautions? must i write every detail like how did i have sex w my husband in my blog? we had precautions and tat's e reason why i said i resign to fate! i don't want this kid bcos i have my reasons.. but wadeva reasons it is, abort means abort.. and it is a life we're talking abt.. my husband want this child badly.. so i am left w no choice but to give birth to this little one.. it's not only abt ME! ME! ME! and ME! u noe? i doubt u understand..=) and how did u noe i cant love him/her properly? i said my priority concern was tat after no. 2 i might not love jabez as much.. pls lar.. be realistic.. in most families.. most of e time, mummy will love either one more.. it's just a matter of whether they show it anot.. and of cos this i need to learn.. but my own child leh.. my own flesh and blood.. zzz..

for those who wanna lecture me, u can save it for yourself lar.. especially not yet a mummy before, keep ur mouth shut bcos i dun need ur nonsense.. i know what i am doing.. thanks.. if u are here to see me fall.. i think u've failed terribly.. bcos ive not yet fall.. and most probably, u shld be someone who hates me? haha.. take ur time to read my blog k.. i will be shaking my leg when im in my forties.. and u maybe not yet even married.. LOL!

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