Tuesday, April 01, 2008

1:51pm

my energy was completely drained out.. super shagged now.. i hope dear knock off on time and is able to pick me up from wrk.. no chance! he just told mi he nid to wrk late! ARGHS!

jabez seems to know and is excited that he's going to sch e following day (as of ytd).. he didnt slp till 1am plus.. and this is the veryvery first time he slept at such hrs.. other den those days when we went out..

so this very kay kiang dear, he woke up @ 6 plus or so.. den he ask mi to wake up and AUTOMATICALLY switch on e lights when i alr told him later.. so jabez woke up and kept crying.. bcos he's pek cek.. so he just kick n roll on e bed.. i let him go on for a few mins.. before deciding to prepare him for school.. bcos i thought just ignore him and he will be over and slp.. but NO! =( so he start looking for daddy.. but daddy is busy preparing for wrk.. when i finally "force" jabez to bath.. he was wrestling w mi in e toilet.. so i started my day real bad.. he doesnt want mi to wear his uniform.. so dear took over.. after everything's finished, jabez walk up to mi and hug mi.. tell mi how to be angry w him for long? but im alr super duper pissed off w dear.. *arghs!

the childcare was just below my house block.. after half day of observing, i dun really like the childcare.. but jabez seems to be enjoying himself with the TOYS! -,- he was browsing here and there.. messing up w the toys.. everyone was singing and dancing, he was busily looking for toys~ PENGS! he really has ZERO concentration! =( i wonder how the teacher gonna handle him when im not around.. if they're just gonna left him alone in a corner and play w himself.. i think tat's not good.. bcos he wun be learning anything! but still, im not withdrawing him out so soon la.. i shall let him go for a month or so and see if he can adapt.. a good sch doesnt mean he can adapt to tat environment if he doesnt like e environment, he also wun learn anything.. wad i THINK is good or bad doesnt matter.. most matter is what he feels.. i just hope he will not give e teacher hell when we're not around for him.. *sighs*

found a blog thru mummies forum..

A Husband's Voice

i envy the Mrs alot.. bcos she had such a sensitive and willing to learn hubby! i remembered when i was in my first pregnancy, i urged dear to read articles regarding pregnancy/parenting with mi.. i want him to have more understanding abt it.. and i feel it's impt for both parents to know what we're gonna go thru.. to prepare ourselves.. but he just tell mi, "u read liao den summarize to mi lor!" *zzz* MEN! =( anyway, i love reading the entries! bcos it's so life-related & the way he describes is so funny~

- energy drained! -

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