9:39pm
work was crazy lately.. im starting to doubt my ability.. i think i really cannot make it.. to me, OT is no good.. everyday, i leave at 7pm.. and most of the time, i havent really clear all my work.. just the important part done nia.. and bcos other ppl's computer is off so i couldnt update.. sometimes, i dun even have time for toilet..-,- luckily, these few days dear can come n fetch mi after wrk.. if nt, i really dunno how to go home.. it sucks.. bcos ive not been fetching jabez from school.. and bcos mum has stopped working, we're gradually not bringing jabez to school too.. im feeling very very guilty.. bcos the time spent with jabez is getting lesser and lesser.. hais.. i really dun like it.. but bo bian.. i think i am slow..=( feeling very demoralize nw.. *sucks*
but on a happier note, been spending quality time with jabez and dear although we've lesser time together..=)
i just cant wait for weekends to come.. i need to breathe.. really hope to give birth soon!! i just wanna run away from everything..
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