12:52pm
i think jabez is slowly accepting his meimei.. today he woke up for sch and realise shyanne wasnt on the bed..
he: where's meimei?
me: i throw meimei away cos u dun wan meimei rite? u want meimei?
he: want!
me: u love meimei?
he: *nod his head*
me: i bring u find meimei ok?
he: ok!
den i bring him to find his meimei.. and he was so happy to find her! and even kissed her.. BUT! when he return frm sch.. he drag shyanne's mat.. until shyanne's lying on her chest! den he pinch her face..-,-;; i really hope shyanne and jabez will grow up loving each other.. tat's my biggest wish.. it WILL hurt mi alot if they fights alot..
tat day dear went out to run some errands.. jabez keep looking for him.. den he go and pull the charger cable at e dining table and somehow cause the bowl of peanuts to drop.. my elder sis merely raise her voice at him and lecture him, he cry and look after daddy.. come into e room and vomit all over the place.. im so pissed off with him that i gave him a slap on his face.. no doubt i felt uber guilty after tat bcos this is the FIRST time i slap him.. but i feel tat he really need some good lecturing!! (skipped the slapping part!) i dunno how to teach him lar.. cry and vomit doesnt happen once or twice.. but too many times alr!! and now what? ppl havent lay her hands on you you cry until like this!!
i know he's trying to gain attention now.. and im feeling uber upset abt this whole thing.. i cried alot bcos my heart is so painful to see him lidat.. i feel really useless bcos i dunno wad i can do to make him feel better..
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