1:43am
i finally took the first step to leave my current company.. it is a very very decision for me as lately i had a bunch of really nice and close colleagues.. *sighs* but i know if i dun leave now, i would yet again stuck here for another couple of months.. when would i ever leave then? i will never improve.. always staying in my comfort zone.. im finally outta here.. a sigh of relief when i finally tender my resignation letter.. thank derrick for helping me all along when all along, i thought he was e evil one trying to play tricks on me and get me to leave.. but i was wrong.. i was blinded all the while.. feeling really guilty towards him.. kinda sad that i couldnt assist him anymore.. though it's a relief but my heart is still with AVM eventually.. *sobs* i was crying n crying when he asked me for a talk.. finally blurt out everything and had all my doubts cleared.. all was a misunderstanding.. if only i did not think so much.. *sighs* y do i think so much? y do i cry so much? had been crying and crying almost everyday.. finally, everything had been put to a stop.. thanks to YY, angel, judy and shir for always being by my side.. im fortunate to have this bunch of crazy babes.. will be starting my new job on 28/09 the very nxt day after i return frm my BKK trip.. i hope everything will be fine..
i will not regret.. i will only look forward..
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