Monday, September 21, 2009

5:36am

sat was our first exam.. guess gonna flunk! both me and dear learnt our lesson.. no more last min!! no more last min of doing assignments.. no more last min of studying our exams!! the tips tat the lecturer gave was super duper useful!! i read the correct topics.. all came out.. but i only studied for 2-3hrs.. really regret lor!! its nt tat i dun wanna study.. but i really had no time to study.. last 2 weeks was super duper busy week for me.. im totally shagged out by the time i reach home.. thurs only reach hm @ 11pm or so.. due to PURELY WORK! cos friday last day to submit quotes for both dean and derrick's.. den i rush derrick's stuffs till 4am in e morn.. thought to catch a wink.. by the time i wake up 8am liao!! jitao sms derrick i taking half day!! in the end.. he ask me go in ofc @ 10am.. he will inform HR for mi.. but i think the old spinister wasnt very happy abt it.. since i alr kenna marked for lateness liaos!! -,-;; but who cares? bitch!! i OT got pay me extra anot?! DONT HAVE!! late abit nia kpkb!!

stayed till 7pm for derrick's quote.. finally done! a sigh of relief.. can relax liao! me and colleagues went for sukiyaki again!! *drools~ i took ang's car.. and he was saying how stupid and how "empty" i am.. *sighs.. i noe he meant well.. i also canot understand why am i so stupid la.. i was super duper stress those few days tat i suddenly cried out of nowhere.. i really pray hard tat they got it.. but i dun really haf positive feelings with the results.. anw, dinner was great! glad they like the food there! i was raving abt how super duper nice the beef is etcetc.. lols.. they got sooooo tempted!! haha.. but SADLY!!!!! they end e nite super early lar!!! like 10+pm..=( went to find YY at "Talk Cock Sing Song".. den they sua to ARENA.. dear came n fetch me home.. reach hm alr 2+am..

im feeling so lost.. dunno wad i want in life.. dunno wad to do in life.. feeling something is missing.. im getting so bored with life.. how can i spice it up? *shit!

- it's been long since i felt happiness.. -

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