Monday, November 23, 2009

12:27am

i lead a very "fast" november.. november seems to fly so fast.. perhaps it's due to a very super busy month during work.. *sighs.. i guess most of my colleagues are having the same thought as me at the moment.. it's the last straw already.. and worse, the most loved manager is leaving.. shucks.. no more "kao shan"!! =((

getting super old and weak already.. my auntie came.. making me damn shagged out.. *yawns*

been spending lesser and lesser time with my kids.. my wrong.. im feeling guilty.. it is really my kids' misfortune to have me as their mama..

feeling very down and gloomy lately.. i just wanna work and work and work.. i really wants to work 24hrs a day.. i just don't want to think about things.. i am just not satisfied with my life.. with everything.. seriously, NOTHING is wrong.. i mean, it is just ME, myself making myself feeling so terrible.. i am really thinking too much.. being so sensitive is really not good for health..

even though im out, i am not happy.. den how can i be happy??

- it's so simple.. -

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