Jacq's

10th Nov 2003

aRgHx~~~~~ sibei de full nw sia.. very tired nw but dun wish to go slp lehx.. >.<~ mish my laogong so much :( haix.. wo hao xiang ta ar~~~~~~ hab to wait till fri den can c him.. worst still, cant even cfm tht i can meet him on fri.. *siGhx* coz he dun 1 go sparks.. den i wan to go sparks badly.. haix.. dunno la.. mayb pei him bahx.. aniwae, chances are i will pei him bahx.. coz, realli wish to c him badly nw sia.. :( dear ar dear~~~~~ zhe me ban? wo hao xiang ni.. *sObx* sometimes, i felt tht mi n him realli big differ sia.. he so small size, i so big size.. abit the guai guai sia.. den his frens' gf all very chio 1.. all very lady 1.. except mi.. so ugly.. so chu lu.. haix.. realli throw his face sia..:( he sae he can forget his ex ler.. realli ma? haix.. wo bu zhi dao lehx.. dun pin so much hope betta la.. nr gng to organise an event.. a very big big event.. gotta find # 2 affliates nw.. but wad # gt mani users 1 lehx..? hmm.. tis hor.. muz tink ler.. headache aR~~~~~ aiyo.. sam keep on getting into mi head..:( bu yao ar.. wo zhen de heng xiang ni.. lOlx~ siao liaox.. i bcum crazi woman ler.. >.<~ juz nw tok 2 retrokia.. he sae something which makes mi laugh mi head off.. he sae, "all u bf in singapore force 1 ar?" lOlx~ bad sia.. sae until lidat.. onli gt 2 in ns nia ma.. haiyo.. >.<~ wah.. so long nv tok to him.. jitao miz him sia.. ever since i lost mi hp.. den we no contact ler.. coz i no hab his hp.. he no hab mi hp ma.. haix.. i wan eat steamboat nw!!!!!!!!!!! =X very gian to eat steamboat nw lehx.. dunno y oso.. haha.. wed i tink go eat steamboat.. den bcum fat fat.. c whether mi dear still wan mi or nt.. haha..=X i very very scare hor.. bcoz of lionel den mi feelings for sam cease.. i dun 1 tht to happen.. coz sam treats mi gd.. and i promise nt to leave him bcoz of him ler.. somemore.. lionel isnt worth for mi to gib up sam bcoz of him.. a guy hu hurts mi so bad.. i dun 1 him baq ever again ler~~~~~~ i hab to forget and put down the past and move on! yay!!!!! so nw.. mi heart and mind muz onli gt sam~~~~~ wah lau ehx.. nw mi throat very itchy lehx.. tink gonna hab sore throat soon ler.. haix.. gd oso la.. den no voice.. den its the time to c whether sam cares for mi or nt~ lOlx~ if he cares for mi, he will ask mi i ok or nt.. ask mi go c doc blah blah blah.. if he dun care.. means he wun even notice or comment anithing! haix.. bu zhi dao la.. suddenly rem tht if i dun go sparks.. den hw is william gonna gt baq his money frm mel? aRgHx! the stupid mel.. ma fan sia.. wah lau ehx! nvm la.. mayb go down orchard watch movie wid dear lo.. den can shun bian gt $$ frm mel.. dunno la.. c 1st.. tired ler.. muz go slp~ nitey my blogger..~ hAhAhAhAhA.. wad a lame person i am todae~

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