9th Nov 2003
Todae went to Jurong Point watch "Identity" wid Piggy.. Did alot of stuff which couple would do.. Did alot of things which we used to do when we were a couple.. Somehow, somewhat, its different.. Mayb bcoz he no longer my bf ler? I dunno.. >.<~ I was not happy at all todae.. I might seems like but, something is budging mi.. What did he want actually? If he doesnt like mi ler, den why did he meet mi up todae? If he does like mi, why he dun 1 2 b back together wid mi? Mayb, he realli doesnt like mi ler.. Juz that needed some1 2 acc him or wad? Den i becum a substitue nw ler lo.. I tot I would never get so close to him ever again.. But, todae, I did.. WTF?! Going out wid him todae is realli a damn big mistake.. Should I really trust him or wad? Wanted to.. Actually, I did.. But, I hab to force myself not to.. I cant.. If I believe in him, I noe I will hurt miself eventually.. But if I dun, what if its true? Whichever choice I make is no differ.. Could somebody tell mi pls what did he want actualli? Somehow, I felt that he was in lub wid another ger.. Haix.. Why am I thinking so much when I alreadi gt sam? Shldnt I concentrate on him only? *siGhx* Hu cares abt the stupid piggy.. I gt mi monkey ler ma.. lOlx~
- its a mistake afterall -
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